bye 2014

Hello 2015!!

2014 was beyond awesome.
I finally got rid of my stupid glasses and since the operation things have been amazing.
Brought so many positive and amusing people into my life who made me forget all the worries and problems and kept the smile on my face.
Thank you for existing.
Also started training yoga and pilates which help me stay in shape and keep my mind off random crap.

Highlights of 2014 are:
☆eye operation
☆trip to Ljubljana
☆cosplaying for the first time
☆putting make up on my friend and styling his wig
☆meeting Alaska Thunderfuck
☆going to Germany and seeing One Ok Rock live again

Trip to Germany was really fun.
I went alone so it was even more exciting.
I was supposed to stay at friend's place for just one night but stayed one more.
We watched some hockey, went to Düsseldorft, went to One Ok Rock...
Plan to visit him again soon <3
And I spent my bday hiking on he first snow this season with my best friend <3


Thank you 2014 for being awesome.

Now I'm off to enjoy the stomach pain that 2014 left me.

one piece

Finally home alone.

Ate my dinner, chilling with cup of warm milk and spekulatius cookies.

And thinking about how little free time I have but life is overall good.

Everything is still in the same pattern : wake up at 7, go to work or uni, come back home at 4, go to gym, get home, eat dinner, go to sleep.

Haven't seen my best friend for 8 weeks, don't have time to go to hairdresser, don't have time to tidy up my room, but I'm still happy.

Week ago I met with my friends I haven't seen for a while now...

I was supposed to meet with one of them first and go to book fair but she hurt foot so we hung out at my place, ate cookies and stalked people on the facebook lol

Later we met with other one who traded her Supurate System necklace for a pack of cigs <3

And mom's colleague came back from US with Adventure Time gifts for me hoho!

Last friday dad visited me here in Zagreb.

In the morning first thing we went to buy him new glasses and I saw super cute hipster sunglasses and wanted to buy them but didn't have money ;-;

Since it was super early and nothing was opened I took him to my favourite coffee place which happened to have -10% off if you pay with creditcard fuck yeah.

After we finished our coffee we headed to some hunter shops and then to book fair.

We spent like 3 hours browsing through all those books and shits.

This was the result:

Best thing ever was One Piece in serbian and Watamore for only 20kn.

Then we ordered some chinese food and went to a hockey game after a really long time.

It was actually a really good match and it was fun to watch.

A friend of mine drove us home after it finished and saved us almost one hour of time.

Next day - saturday was a cosplay day!

Mom and dad went back home so I could invite my friends over to get ready and eat cupcakes <3

One of my favourite moments was when my friend who cosplayed Sanji spent a bit too much time in bathroom to get ready so I went to check if he was still alive only to realise he didn't know how to tie the tie and was watching youtube tutorial on his cellphone... in the bathroom.

We looked quite fabulous after we got ready :D (okay, Robin didn't have her skirt on ._.)

Cosplay event was part of Reboot Infogamer which was at the same place as the book fair so there was shitload of people staring at us, how unusual.

As Bonney and Zoro arrived our group was complete :D

At first I was feeling uncomfortable wearing only bikini top and showing my not so perfect body but everyone kept yelling at me to shut up and told me I wasn't fat, that was quite huge ego boost...

I love how there are those few friends who support me and love me no matter what ;-; love them so much.

I didn't manage to catch a pneumonia standing half naked outside hell yeah!

And I was the only one who wasn't sweating during the cosplay presentation lol ... it was too damn hot ._.

Went out after a loooong time with Sanji, Zoro and Bonney.

It was hillarious xD

We made plans for ultimate cosplay, talked about war, realised it was still february, sang Dir en grey, talked in german and danced to trash hits,

Until the moment when we missed the bus home .-.

Need to finish this post now because I just realised I start working tomorrow at 6am.

Fucks sake.

Gonna continue this some other day...

peder, tranđa i ja

Wow, every minute of this week was fulfilled.

Mornings were for work or university and evening was gym time.

I spend a lot of time exercising and I enjoy it, it helps me to get rid of my dark thoughts and extra calories.

I try to balance my meals but that is pretty much impossible due to my schedule.

Trying to live healthy life is quite fun actually...

This weekend was so much fun but at the same time very exhausting.

I spend whole friday working so much my legs hurt next day.

But that didn't stop me from going hiking with my high school friends.

We started kinda late, 2pm, and when we climbed down it was 6pm and it was dark already.

After climbing the damn hill I went out to DRAGram festival.

I was suprised how many people attended!

This was my first time seeing drag show and it was so much fun.

Besides Alaska Thunderfuck who was flawless, local queens were amusing as well.

I wanted to take Sonja Sajzor's crown but someone threw it in another direction ;-;

But it felt kinda awkward wearing wig more expensive than wigs local queens had :/

We got to take a pic with Alaska later!! <3

My friend kissed her on cheek.

Got home around 4am, but stayed awake till 6am and drank tea with him until his first bus.

Slept for 2 hours and went to Hrelić flea market with my friend to find stuff for cosplay.

It was really foggy in the morning and I looked like flood brought me there.

But it was quite amusing seeing his reaction to first time being there.

After like hour and half and browsing through only 1/3 of it, we desperately needed coffee.

Coffee we got was "fancy" as fuck and water was in plastic cups.

We headed back and that meant spending another hour and half there.

In the end we got blazer, bracelets, cigarettes case, tie and a plush patamon.

Buying random crap can be fun.

Last weekend it was Rikon time!

Kinda disappointing... :/

My friends weren't there so my kouhai and I ended up alone, mostly taking photos, eating muffins and playing board games xD

She was Kasumi Fuu from Samurai Champloo and got 3rd place in cosplay cometition, I was Junko Enoshima and I got nothing as usual xD

Other cosplayers were crappy but this Katarina and Kaneki Ken were absolutely cute!!

Next event - Reboot infogamer!

Gonna cosplay Nami from One Piece.

back!

Holy shit.

I haven't written here in 3 months.

Here's short summer summary:

I expected to go often to the beach, hiking, going out with friends and stuff...

But NO.

Weather was shit whole fucking summer.

Those days that were sunny and warm I was on my period.

Some highlights of the summer certainly are firework festival at Bundek.

Third day of the festival I was supposed to go with an other friend but we ended up playing "table tennis" in my apartment and picking out the ball out of toilet... for some reason we always and up doing random shit.

I haven't seen seen him for 3 moths now, I miss him :/

I went to my friend's pool party, drank 1l of Malibu and got just a little bit drunk and no hangover(again?) at all.

Went couple of times to Ljubljana with my mom.

Got addicted to Arizona ice tea and found out I can buy it Spar.

Went to Austria for 10 days.

Drove Twizy... electric car + automatic = plz no.

Put on some weight and lost it during september...

My 1st ex found my instagram somehow...

Been to Liburnicon which was, after Pandakon, quite refreshing.

Boys were cute and nice and there were no pedophiles.

Cut my black ombre, now I miss it, shit.

Also, started playing tennis again.

Mostly because of out coach who reminds me of some anime character.

Recent shit:

Got my period early due to too much stress.

Finally passed botany.

Grandpa visited me on friday, he had to do some eye check up.

Friday turned from disaster to best day ever after I saw the doctor who did my eye surgery.

At first I just saw him for a tiny second but later he came back to 2nd floor and smiled back at me.

After he changed beck into normal clothes(looks damn cute in em), I went to thank him for fixing my eyes.

Love that man so freaking much ;___;

On saturday I went to Japan day with my best friend's sister(pic above) and Gaara and Sasuke.

Dear god, I felt safer walking around like this in the center of the tow than on the event.

Creeps. Everywhere.

Horrible cosplay.

Creeps in horrible cosplay.

Just give me back those boys from Liburnicon ;-; 

After that creepy event, me and my kouhai went to some mini street food festival ^_^

Now I realised I need to finish my Junko Enoshima cosplay.

Rikon is next friday and the only things I have are boots and wig, gonna go buy skirt later.

pandakon 2014

Oh my god.

Last couple of days were amazing!

Ever since I was 11 I wanted to make a cosplay and go cosplaying with my friends.

And here we are, 11 years later.

Gaara won the first place, of course xD

And I'm proud because I helped him a bit with styling the wig and providing some supplies.

He's a pretty cool guy, he even liked the lunch I made for him and that means a lot to me.

He cosplayed as Soul last year and won, that was when we first met.

I became friends with other Ryuuko since we decided to cosplay as a pair.

It was easier for me to be with someone and she was happy because I wanted to pair up with her.

We didn't win shit but still, my scissor blade was the coolest.

On the first day of the convention we decided to go to the "nearest" convenience store by foot which meant everyone would see us xD

It was hilarious buying the booze dressed up as Ryuko and having a sword in your hand.

Strangely, we didn't get any of those "look at those freaks" comments.

In the evening, before the party I got a bit depressed for no fucking reason and Gaara gave me his "pumpkin" to hug xD

I actually got his pumpkin as a souvenir in the end.

Rest of the evening was... well... not planned at all.

One of our friends who isn't into anime and all this crap came to the party but didn't like it so we went for a walk around the crappiest neighbourhood in the whole town. 

Then we decided to say bye to our friends who were still at the party and sat in the car for almost an hour listening to the music.

Drove back to my neighbourhood and went for another walk.

Ended up watching Lego the movie at my place until 4am.

I slept for 3 damn hours and have no idea how did I survive whole day at Pandakon.

Friday was fun as well because I spent it with my friend mentioned above, shopping, eating lunch, watching Wolf Children... :3

And right now I'm going through post happiness depression.

God damn shit. 

adore u

Wow.

So much happened and I have so much to do.

But I'm just sitting in front of my porch, chilling with Aba in the breeze and just thinking about crap.

After having 5 days of what the fuck weather, today is really nice.

I'm waiting for my best friend to arrive so we could finish Ryuko's scissor.

I'm kinda fucked up because I'm running out of material and Pandakon is in 2 weeks and and I told my friend I'd help him with his wig.

And I'm also taking care of two dogs.

Not to mention I need 40 more plants for herbarium.

I just want to cry.

I just talked to my new neighbour.

He's totally cute *cries*

And a lot younger *cries some more*

And he's moving again in two months *cries a river*

But last week was great.

Met with a lot of friends, went to sweets festival, didn't fail the oral exam (yet)...

Went out (woah!) to student day festival.

Let's forget about 3 shitty bands, getting lost and people interrupting my dance all the time.

I've waited till 2 am to see Pendulum who were awesome because they played Nero - Satisfy remix <3

Satisfy is one of my favourite songs now :3

And the next day I just went to see Vatra and ended up in second row right in front of singer's face, was fun although I know just two of their songs lol

Thing that bothers me right now are some of my friends that just keep on ignoring me >.>

It is getting reaaaally annoying.

greyish

It's sunday, I'm being useless fuck again...

Don't feel like doing anything or going anywhere although I should go study for one of my million exams that I have left.

Weather is changing again, it was nice having 4 sunny days.

Got stung by something in my cheek so now I look like I have one more eyebag =_=

Stayed in Zagreb during the weekend, to be alone for a bit.

Yesterday was fun, if you remove THE pain.

Met with a friend and ate sushi, walked around the town a bit and so... <3

Want to eat that sushi again damn, cheap and yummy...

In the evening I ate some junk food and watched Eurovision song contest.

Got some of my goodies in the mail including Kill la Kill bandana and Neon Genesis Evangelion bath salt and eye drops.

I was looking forward to eyedrops but they are tooo strong ;___;

At least the envelope is cute and it arrived in 5 days!

Trying out Klk bandana. (I hate taking selfies recently)

Refreshed my hair a bit, cut dead ends, made hime cut and dyed it in Tokyo black which is kind red-ish black and make my ombre look like it was burned. I like it!

Still need to try out the bath salt...

While I was in Rijeka I had this anime moment in real life.

Few months ago we got new neighbours, but I've never seen them until last week.

Since my front door is facing their balcony I saw this new guy smoking on his balcony.

Okay, first time seeing each other, awkwardly staring.

Second time, awkward staring again.

But third time he smiled and waved and I just... panicked and stared at floor.

Fucking idiot left the worst impression ever *throws herself down the stairs*

Anyway for the first time in 22 years I've got a cute neighbour that doesn't have PTSP, isn't 130 years old (he's around my age WOAH), doesn't have mental illnesses, isn't fucking ugly and listens to normal music OH MY GOD!!

Please don't move away~!!! ;___; *desperately tries to make friends but doesn't know how*

Immediately told this to my other neighbour who lives across the street.