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Finally got some free time and my laptop just for myself so I can write new post!

My bf has been staying at my place for last 4 days so he took over the laptop.

And oh god he's so useless.

I left the appartment at sunrise and came back when sun set with hope that he cleaned at least something, but no.

He's been living in his appartment for 3 months now and cleaned it only once.

I'm afraid to go there.

Yesterday we finally went to the gym.

It took us 20min instead of 10 because he wanted to take a "shorter way".

I'm more that satisfied with gym because it has random TVs and some of them have Sherlock <3

And my family has been acting reaaaaaally weird lately.

My dad decided out of blue to buy me tablet for birthday.

Even my mom said it's alright and we could go to Austria next weekend to buy it, but this might fail because of the snow.

This must be some trap.

So I've visited few shopping centers to see if they've got anything.

My dad went to Sony center and asked if they've got Xperia S tablet, but the shop assistant had no idea it even existed.

I found only Samsung galaxy, they're like everywhere!!!

But I love the fact the everything has been christmassed-up <3

This is a tree in front of shopping center near my apartment, my favourite in the town. 

I've got headache now...

Had ecology lesson at 8am which is too early for me.

The strange guy had his spider web sweater today again, I still want it.

We had exam which went okay, I guess... >.>

After exam we decided to have lunch but there was some tram jam so we had to go by foot.

No problem at all... -.- I really hate location of my uni.

Than I decided to spend  some time at the center of town with my friend.

It didn't take me long to find a place to spend money - Milka chocolate for 0,66€

We went to bookstore and H&M to stalk some guy and to caffe.

Was fun, but travelling home was a disaster during the rush hour -.-

And it has been too hot lately.

We went to bubble tea on saturday and I was boiling in my coat.

Ended up walking around in short sleeved shirt -.-

And fucking mosquitoes, I can't stand them anymore.

Got 4 bites on my left wrist.

Living near swamp, worst thing ever, but I like the hood.

And this shit is the best <3

blueish

I ate a bit too much for dinner and I feel bloated now.

Instead of studying, I think I'll just play Pokemon and listen to Cloudkicker.

Sun sets so fucking early and when it's dark I don't feel like doing anything -.-

Weather outside is sooooo gray.

You just want to stay in bed all day and feel useless.

I can't even remember what I did yesterday.

Today I woke up at 9:30 only to realise that lesson has been postponed to 14:00.

So I went back to bed and slept until 11:15.

Since I had more time to get ready I put on my gothic lolita dress :3

I felt so great in a dress for a change, but had a bit trouble putting the coat over.

And the only one who complimented me was my gay friend whoo...

Today instead of socially awkward penguin moment I had retarded schoolgirl moment -.-

My friend started to tease me "oh, your lover is here" when the guy passed near us and I had the worst reaction ever "aaah, shut up you stupid!!".

I hate being me sometimes.

Here's a pic of my gear-uncle! :D

I wish to punch that guy in the face whenever I look at phytocenology.

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned

autumn

Today I volunteered at dog show.

Had some problems, but fuck it.

The best thing, apart from free sandwich, was that I got ring with CORGIS!

There was one uber cute fluffy corgi which was too fat.

Judge wrote on his paper "likes his food too much!". 

Tomorrow I'm doing the same thing with newfoundlands and Bernese mountain dogs.

Love these <3

My dad visited me this weekend.

I love spending time with him since I don't see him very much.

We went to do little shopping together.

At electronic store we bumped into some 3D TV which was playing Girls's Generation music videos.

He also told me I should get myself a tablet.

After we bought light bulb and some other random craps, he bought us some chesnuts.

He's one of the best dads in the world.

And I've found this pic of me and my friend from exactly 4 years ago.

Meanwhile, I gave up on this visual kei shit and she gave up on gothic lolita.

But we're still great friends <3

Boyfriend and I were watching news on TV together earlier and they were showing general Gotovina again.

He was like "I believed in my friends, which means all of you"

I shouted "Why don't you invite them for a coffee then?!"

He was about to leave the reporters when he turned around and said "Would you like some coffee? Come in, just turn the camera off"

My mind was blown.

deerstalker

Studying time~

Ugh, I've got 2 exams in week and a half.

One of them is phytocenology which was "brought" to my uni by my great-uncle.

He was the boss there 70 years ago...

And now, his great-niece is back to be the biggest family fail.

Yesterday Arena Ice Fever started and I went with my friend.

As expected, because two of us were there, our team lost and played horrible.

We jinx them every single time, even if they had 10 wins in a row before that...

The part of game that almost made me cry was the blind lady and her guiding dog who there the first puck.

To make things even more touching, they shut the lights down so we could see how it feels to be blind.

And two days ago book fair started!

It was kinda meh, couldn't find any forest related book or anything with animals.

But I saw a girl who was learning german with my several years ago, haven't seen her in ages.

Today I went again to book fair to give it a second chance.

Ended up buying a eko chocolate cookie and a keychain.

Tried putting some make-up on... could have ended up worse.

I've found in my mailbox new Kettner catalogue!

It was quite small but contains so much pretty things.

Since I've been into deers lately, those things were perfect!

And my friend told me this morning that my ex added her as a friend on Facebook.

I seriously have no idea what's wrong with that guy.

We broke up 4 years ago, will you please leave people I know alone?

busy

My back, my legs, my everything hurts!!

Two days ago we had field trip to Sljeme.

Althought I didn't have to climb it up, I killed my muscles on our way down.

Because I HAD to be at front of the line, I was rushing and didn't care about walking properly.

I went up with the first group so we arrived an hour before the rest of us and had time to eat the breakfast on fresh air.

I've finally made contact with strange guy!

He's kinda cute when he talks... which is almost never.

We were walking for about 3 hours and I paired up with my gay friend who I don't see so often so we discussed all sorts of random crap.

When we were almost near end, professor decided we should take the most fucked up way to the bottom.

At one point I got so exhausted that my mind just shut down and I just stared at the path we were walking on and tried to get on tram as fast as I can.

I spent the rest of the day waiting for the evening so I could go to sleep.

Yesterday I had hunting lesson.

We learned about deers and wasn't so stressful as first time I got there.

Even during the exercises one of the cuter boys offered me help to carry the chair.

Boys from general forestry are somehow funny because they are so into hunting.

They always rush to sit in front row and keep discussing hunting and weapons.

Next weekend is like... everyting is happening weekend.

My dad is coming to visit me in Zagreb, some of my friends might come as well, Arena Ice Fever begins, book and snow fair is going to be held and on the top of everyting... I got a job!

At the same time as everything, there is also going to be a dog show and I'll be working there.

I'm excited because I've always wanted to work there, but I'm scared as well because I'll fuck something up.

penguins

Okaaay... my plans have just crushed down.

Fuck.

At first I got really excited about fan meeting with hockey players.

Even Dustin Jeffrey the penguin from Pittsburgh Penguins is going to be there!

Since I don't want to go there alone, I asked my bf to go with me.

b-u-t

He's going to some lecture about literature/philosophy shit.

And then I realised he also can't make it to hockey match we planned to go.

Now what?

Hating everything.

And today at uni I had the worst socially awkward penguin moment ever!

I went on an exam and since I came too early I started reading the script again.

When suddely - a wild the srange guy appears.

He sat next to me, but we didin't speak a word at all.

I was awkwardly staring at the fucking wood in front of me.

We even left the classroom at the same time, but still didn't say a word.

At least he held the door for me.

truffles

I'm supposed to be studying but instead I'm reading drama on /cgl/ about some 30-year old creep who stalks lolitas and has a video where talks about jerking off on lolita clothes while wearing his mom's dress.

Brilliant.

Yesterday we had a field trip whoooo!

Woke up at 5am(somehow), grabbed my stuff, left the building and BAM! got hit by heat wave...

5th od November at 5:30 and it's 20 motherfucking degrees outside?!!

Since we were fucking slow at entering the bus, we had to sit right behind professor, but I didn't mind because... extra space for legs whoooo!

When we passed Vrbovsko, weather became pure shit and part of motorway was closed because of wind so we took the old road which wasn't any better.

When we arrived in Rijeka for a short break, we bumped into "rush hour" at toilet -.-

Continued to Istra and arrived into some village and I had no clue where the heck on earth are we, but there was no rain.

Got food, took picture with huge truffle went to the forest.

Got to forest, talked about truffles, left for another forest.

Got to another forest, I think that strange guy realised that I was staring at him the whole fucking time so we were standing next to each other while listening about truffles for an hour, left to some other village for lunch.

Meanwhile it got so fucking warm that I was wearing only t-shirt.

Got food, got even more food, got some more food and they gave us some food.

Chilling in the restaurant's garden was one of best things in the world.

I kept getting messages about rain in other towns while I was absorbing sun in lovely Japanese style garden and playing Pokemon.

Had a chance to talk with the dude but I fucked up because I'm a coward.

I really wish to get to know him because he is so strange, unlike other boys in my uni.

Headed back home and for some reason I couldn't fall asleep in the bus.

I realised that this whole semester I am so lonely.

People I know are either in other groups or don't attend the same lessons as I do.

The whole trip I talked to 3 people who I knew from first year.
But during the trip I got messages from my best friend and it made me sooo happy.
I really want to see him, I miss him all the time :(

Today I went to uni to realise the assignment I was given was useless shit.

Assistant tried to find me something else but failed.

As I rushed out of building I didn't see the guy hanging out with my colleagues until my friend(who was high) shouted for me, but at that moment they went to the lesson and I went to the station listening to random crap about America's Idol.

yes homo

Weather outside is pure shit.

And I feel like shit too.

Last few days I didn't sleep well so the time I've spent awake I was shaking the whole time.

I am a bit concerned about tomorrow.

We're going on a field trip but the weather forecast is bad and I have a lack of sleep.

I need a talk with my best friend :/

Yesterday I went to Ljubljana~

We went to buy some apples and antifreeze liquid.

I was really happy with the stuff I got:

- OPI nailpolish from James Bond Skyfall collection

- Warm-up tights for those days when I want to wear skirts to the ice cave (university)

- Big The Dog plushie!!

- ...and a bunch of Innocent smoothies

Aaaand I dunno what else to write.

I might add some photos later.