how's your sex life?

I feel special.

My dog has apsolutely no confidence in my driving skills.

Everytime she sees me taking car keyes, she gets upset/excited and follows me till yard gate.

And then she sits and stares at my car until I leave, no matter how long it takes me to start the engine.

Right now, I just went to re-park my car.

The whole time she was sitting and carefully looking at my car.

She only does that with me, never with my parents or grandad.

Last two days were quite fun :D

We had movie night on friday.

My friends decided to pick me up since I didn't have my car.

They gave me some lovely b-day gifts, they don't know it, but they mean a lot to me.

I buy myself a lot of expensive shit,, but I'm rhe happiest when given anything from someone else.

We drove till first crossing where they found a scooter and debated shouldthey take it with us or not.

Then we continued by taking some shortcut and ending up in wrong direction.

Somehow got out without being hit by someone and then we went to buy some firweorks.

Did some food shopping, fucked up stopping by bus station several times, picked up others and went to my best friend's place to watch movieeeessss...

First we watched The Room.

Our minds were literally blown away.

And we watched Rubber.

To sum up I'll just copy my friend's words: Now I know which movies I'll never watch again.

Later we couldn't stop joking about movie quotes.

"I did naat hit her, oh hi Mark"

Yessterday I had just 4 hours of sleep, but didn't feel that much like a shit.

Went with mom and grandmom to Ljubljana.

Got nostalgic when found Stimorol chewing gum pack on the street.

Got depressed when saw price of Alexander McQueen dress on sale.

In the end I bought Kenzo jumperskirt, even though I planned on buying lolita dress :|

But it was so fucking perfect.

Wanted to buy pants but.... who the fuck designs those?

They were so fucking tight in my knees, I couldnt bend them and they were floating around my waist.

I wanted to see my bf in the eveining and after arguing he decided to take me with him.

Was fun with his friends, finally saw one of his best friends again hoho.

He's member of our drift team called Dat Krew and we had our first meeting yesterday.

Went to my car and tried to opet the hood but failed miserably.

Later we decided to drive around town a bit.

It was fun with 3 boys arguing over who fucked up everything and me looking like Jesus and trying to keep the engine alive in second gear.

Kenzo dress I bought.

Looks crappy in the pic but irl it's perfect!!

TopShop Jesus hairdress and ring.

My bf and his friend posing with my car who was the worst parked car on parking lot because I tried to avoid the dead seagull.

I'm trying to find Singstars for PS2 to download and it's fucking impossible!

And I should be studying but... ugh. 

21

Why?

Why is weather always fucked up on my birthday?

Why are all the dresses I want to buy when I have money sold?

WAAAEEE?? D:

So yeah.

Had Christmas lunch with mah family yesterday.

Got money.

Now I can fuck bitchez.

Lol no, I can only sit in the corner and wait for my best friend to get "body lines" so we cen get tattoos.

And I can cry as well because I wasn't fast enough to buy dresses I like.

Now I can wait until the skirt I want is sold as well.

Mah, need to wait until saturday, going to Ljubljana because sales are on.

Cheap burando aw yisss.

Got 300 point from CDJapan.

I think I'll spend them on some yaoi.

Well, I spent my Christmas reading yaoi and listening to new songs from IAMX and Hurts which matched perfectly with my mood.

For next 364 days I'll be 21 years old.

Still 4 more years I can drive cars with more than 109 horse power yesss.

But today I won't drive a shit because I can hardly see my neighbour's house because of the fog.

I guess my mom or cousin will take me to the cinema, going to watch Hobbit.

Got amazing 1€ discount because I'm paying with my Maestro card, god bless plastic money.

And here's a pic of me and my bf from Vienna sitting at some U-bahn station

perfect

Hometown again and I feel like crap.
I'm still tired from trip to Vienna plus I got annoyed over New year's eve.
So a friend, who's known for his organisation failures, invited 16 people to his appartment.
Some of them I don't know and I don't even want to get to know them.
Ugh, I guess I'll just hide in corner and play pokemon, luckily I'll have my car with me.

Another thing that bothers me is my wish to have one more dog.
I looooove dogs and I wish I could have one in Zagreb with me.
Today I saw that some girl found abandoned 3-month old retriever and she's giving her away aaaand I can't have it.
It's fucking frustrating.

I should be studying now but my mind keeps going blank and my eyes keep closing.

Yesterday I was in Vienna!
We traveled whole night so I slept for like 5h or something.
We arrived quite early so there was no one around and most of the stores were closed so we joined up the guided tour a bit.
Had breakfast at Mozart cafe and looked like crap compared to other elegant people around us.
Afterwards we went to Albertina which was across the road and spend 3 hours there.
Since my boyfriend doesn't function well when hungry, we went across the road again and had lunch in one of those self service restaurants.
He complained about me eating wienerschnitzel again and I wanted to stab him in the eye.
After the lunch we went to Morawa so I could buy some manga.
Since my legs hurt as hell I could reach half of them so I grabbed two volumes of Sekaiichi hatsukoi and some 18+ tagged crap.
Wanted to buy some magazines, but was too short to reach anything and my bf was useless.
Than I decided we go to Mariahilferstr. which was fucking crowded.
Managed to buy a t-shirt at my favorite store and since we couldn't do anything because of the crowd and our legs hurt, we decided to go to Christkindlmarkt.
Shitloads of people again.
Got ourselves punch and guhlwein and sat in front of park a bit.
Went for crowd diving round no.2 to get krapfen and decided to go buy me a b-day gift.
I wanted a choker with deer antler but in store they told us they don't have collars at all.
Oh fuck you.
We arrived home quite fast although we were the slowest bus on the road.
Our guide was some funny old guy, it's pitty that we didn't listen to the whole tour.

doom

On tuesday I actually went out for a change.
First I went to opening of photography exhibition.
My mom's colleague invited me because she knows I like photography.
She's also friends with a photographer who won the 1st place.
He and his wife were amazed with my lolita outfit and I was shocked because his wife acutally knew what lolita fashion is.
Afterwards I went to art clubbing event where my friends had fashion show and exhibition.
But couldn't stay too long and in the end I didn't even see the faishion show because there was a delay.
The next day, friend told me that had a really fucked up situation with some band who was playing before them.

Last week I was in Rijeka.
One morning I woke up and read the news about one of my favorite hockey players and my ex-neighbour leaving the team.
My brain went blank for half an hour.
Because few days before announcement he took part in many charity actions and even bought gifts for children and promoted our hockey club and his departure was like a boom!
Well, got over it(somehow) and the new guy looks nice, has long hair hoho...
While I was home, I decided to go out with my friends.
We don't usually go out, but when we do, it's really bizzare.
I was supposed to go ti chinese restaurant with my best friend only, but he ended up inviting 10 more people so it was funny when 12 of us showed up.
Food was okay, although I prefer the other china restaurant...
Then we wanted to go to drink something but all the cool places were full as our stomaches so we decided to go home.
When we were on half way to parking lot where my car was, a friend called and said he couldn't start his engine because he left the lights on for 3h, genious.
I went home and the next day guys told me he couldn't start the engine even after the help of other guys.

Today I went with my bf for a walk around downtown since it's the last day we can see it in christmas edition.
Tomorrrow the world ends (right on time when I have to wake up yey).
But in case it doesn't end, we'll be going to Vienna :D
And my dad will come to Zagreb and we'll pick up the new washing machine.
Not really sure how is everything going to fit in our car on sunday when we're going back home...
On my moms's Mondeo windscreen broke while she was in Italy (oh joy) and she got her colleague's car which is a lot smaller comparing to her "boat".

cold

Spent the weekend at home with my bf who got stuck at my place.
Snow started falling on friday night so he decided to stay over.
When I woke up next morning at 8am (fuck you cold) and looked through the window, everything was white.
Snow has been falling on saturday like crazy, public transport collapsed, people with cars were stuck or their cars were on fire...
And I got temperature.

Yesterday was a bit better because it was sunny.
I managed to persuade my bf to take a walk in snow with me.
In the evening I had to dig out a parking place for my mom because the yard was full of snow.
She gave my my belated st.Nicolaus gift <3

Luckily today I don't have ecology lectures.
Outside is like -12°c and my uni is known for its lack of heating.
And I slept like shit because of my runny nose -.-

Now, I'm  in dilemma.
Don't know should I go back to my hometown or should stay here.
If I go home, I'd see Aba and dad and my best friend, and go to new chinese restaurant and shooting range.
But then, I'd have to go to uni to get some paper which I'll need to make a student card to get cheaper bus ticket for returning back on sunday...
And if I stay here I'd go to Hobbit premiere, go to gym and hockey meeting and be with my bf...

Argh...
I need to think about everything -.-
Off to write some paperwork for ecology.

antler

Caught cold again, ugh.

Sore throat is so fucking annoying.

I went to uni today thing "oh, I'll be done by noon".

But I was wrong.

With a lack of sleep and no breakfast I arrived an hour too early.

When people arrived I realised we also have lesson, not just practical work.

That meant - 6 hours of lectures and only 15min break.

Not to mention it was cold as on North pole...

Now I just don't want to hear word antler or horn for 2 weeks.

Yesterday I was all hyped up because of field trip.

We went to Maksimir for like 6th time in 2 years...

I started hating everything when after an hour of standing in the same place on -2°c professor couldn't stop talking and everyone was frozen.

But I had smile on my face because I was stalking that strange guy most of the time.

I realised he's got perfect legs, but is still creepy...

Second part of our field trip was at the other side of town so we stopped at main square to buy wine and sausages, x-mas feels.

As we were reaching the end of trip I got so fucking exhausted and my ankle started to hurt really bad.

On our way back to main square I got really sick ideas with men in heels and saw some fucking expensive heels in a store for 1000€...

While we were waiting for a girl who used to be the same year as me, my friend decided he wants to buy chocolate advent calendar so we went to retro Kraš chocolate store <3

And after 6 hours of walking outside we went to lunch with my bf and the lunch was awful.

Snow should start falling anytime soon.

And weather forecast says : you're not leaving the house this weekend.

snow

Had a busy and exhausting day today.

It's snowing outside again.

My bf decided to sleepover so we'll watch Wreck it Ralph and eat some sweets.

Got lucky today and got 600g of Bananko for cheap price ^^

But can't eat too much because my stomach is being jerk again -.-

Will write tomorrow a bit more about field trip and freezing.

Going to watch some more snowfall <3

nikola

The day started completely wrong.

Went to uni early in the morning to write exam.

It was horrible and strange guy didn't show up.

After I arrived back home, I realised I don't have a key.

Luckily mom was still at work so I went back to centre to pick it up.

It was actually a good thing to go to center because tomorrow is St.Nicolaus and I haven't bought the stick for my boyfriend.

There was lots of lovely sticks, I bought him one with chimney sweeper.

And I paid for trip to Vienna for Christmas~

When I arrived back home I didn't have time to go to gym so I played with make-up and read yaoi.

Last night I found about mangaka Minase Masara and I love her works!

And new chapter of Sekaiichi hatuskoi made me happy.

Read this and loved it.

My with crown and fucked up fringes.

Gift for my bf, I'll tell him in the morning that St.Nicolaus left him something in his slipper.

Taken with mah new tablet muaahaha.

I should make some free space on ds card for tomorrow, but hate doing it because anytime I put it in laptop, blue screen appears -.-

Tomorrow is field trip again.

It snowed yesterday a bit and I thought it would fall a bit more so tomorrow we would have some lovely scenery to take pictures, but NO.

Best friend said he might visit me next week.

If he really comes, I'll be the happiest person in the world!

But knowing my luck, he probably won't come -_-

disko rak

Got my early b-day gift - Samsung Galaxy Note.

Not something that I really wanted, but I knew my mom wasn't going to buy me a new dress or shotgun.

Honestly, if I bought any cheaper tablet, it would have been total crap.

This one is just like my laptop, except there is no tumblr application.

Bought it in Austria because of 100€ cheaper price.

We went to our favourite store in Villach and left whole fortune in Spar.

I got smoothies(which my stupid mom gave to my boyfriend), Jäger flask and shirt with deers.

Also bought these shits in kiosk, but was disappointed when I got all stupid cards :/

Last tuesday I went to a hockey game again.

We lost, but that didn't matter because it was teddy bear toss!!

My teddy was picked up last, special one...

But it was one of the cutest hockey moments ever.

Tomorrow I'm going to gym again.

On thursday I strained myself and couldn't walk properly until yesterday.

Every fucking muscle on my body hurt like hell and I ran out of painkillers.

And first snow of the season fell!

Enjoyed only for a few seconds yesterday when my mom pulled over at the petrol station because I had to go to the toilet.

But I'm still waiting for snow to fall on Zagreb.

I want it to fall on thursday because we're going on a field trip again and I want to take lovely photos >.<