wishing

After 2 months of going to gym some results started to show up.

There are traces of muscles on my legs that I haven't seen since I stopped training tennis 10 years ago.

And I can finally do squats, almost ass to the grass, with 25kg.

Today is rest day and, for a change, I'm not in pain...

1st semester of uni is over.

I had ecology final on Monday and I wanted to stab someone with a pen.

The exam was separated in two parts(I got 1st one 67%) and suddenly in second part of exam 10 questions from first one appear.

Okay, I finish those goddamn 37 questions and I accidentally turn over the question sheet and find 20 more questions.

To hell with those truffles.

Not really sure I'll get desired 73% in second one.

And I have no clue when the results are, neither does the professor.

Now is the exam season and I want to pass 4 exams... :/

I made my recent wishlist and it ends up quite expensive.

I am seriously waaaay toooo spoiled >.>

So here we go:

1. Dog.

Yep, I want new goddamn dog.

I've found some mixbreed between retriever and setter, but there are no females.

And mixbreed between retriever and samoyed which is cute as fuarck.

B.u.t. my dad hates mixbreeds for some reason.

Price : free and 55€

(retriever-setter mix)

2. Angelic pretty dress

I've been wanting this one since it came out and now is up on Closet child and I've got no money, idiot.

It even fits me perfectly.

Price: 55€

3. Givenchy backpack

Yep, it looks exactly like my dad's hunting backpack, but in black.

And it's slightly more expensive.....

Price: 1300€ ._.

4. Ford Kuga

Aaaaand my final wish is a car.

Yea, I've got my Ford Fiesta already, but this is my dream car actually.

I've always had thing for SUVs ever since I was little and this one got my heart when I sat in it last year.

Oh yeah, and I want it to have motherfucking LED lights and it has to be in pearl white color.

Dad and I found used one yesterday for 10000€, but it seems to be sold already.

Damn, should have bought it -.-

Price: 25000€

I should be sleeping right now but no.
I'm thinking about having another dog.
Since that husky/malamut was happily adopted, I decided that I want something else.
So I'm browsing ads, looking for retrievers since they're easy to train.

Ugh.
I really need to go to sleep -.-

alaska

I feel kind of annoyed right now with several things buzzing on my mind.

I've got exam on monday and I really want to get at least 73% 

But I've got too much shit to learn and I'm lost in all these papers :/

And I haven't got much time left to study because I'm going back to Zagreb tomorrow and I'm going on a hockey match.

But that makes me quite nervous as well..

The thing is, if I understood correctly, I'll have to throw the first puck and I'll be introduced as a voulonteer.

And if anyone decides to ask me anything about voulonteering I will have nothing to say because I do not voulonteer and I did it just once.

It's going to be awkward and I get really nervous and upset in these kinds of situation because I'm really shy person.

Plus I'll have to walk on ice which always triggers embarassing memories.

And it's going to be fucking broadcast by national TV.

I think I'll swallow the puck.

And once again I got this "I want a new dog" phase again.

I saw this beautiful alaskian malamut husky shit for adoption.

And if no one adopts her until the end of next month, she's going to be killed.

I need to seriously think over it and talk with my parents about it.

Just look at her

On top of everything I've strained my muscles and I walk like gay penguin who has been fucked in the ass and I've got sore throat again.

just let it sleep

After stalking my hockey neighbour over the balcony last week, yesterday while I was acting like an idiot in hallway and waving flag to say bye bye to my boyfriend, neighbour and some random guy walk into the hallway.

Don't need to worry little hockey player, there is nothing wrong with me.

It's quite fun to have players from your favourite team right next door to yours actually.

I've spend today mostly sleeping.

Got out of bed at 11am and took a nap again at 3pm.

I'm gonna marry my bed, love it so much.

And right now I'm trying to establish the connection between mobile phone and laptop.

I want to put some more music on my phone because my bf has my iPod now.

I plan on going to gym tomorrow and I want to listen to MY music while I run because gym music is really boring when you're running.

But my bf took my earphones as well which means I'll have to walk around looking like a complete fag because : Look at me poor bitches, I'm so much better than you with dr.Dre monster beats headphones and dr.Dre beats audio HTC One X even though I look like like a complete dyel!!!11!!1! Hurrr.

Whee managed to connect the cellphone! (after several crashes)

Here go photos.

Tried on false eyelashes, got some weird Taylor Swift effect, last sunday

Last monday morning before complete chaos, fighting my way to get to the tram

Way from uni to tram station, monday

Snow deer in front of my uni, friday

Winter edition, who needs anything when you've got this hood, friday

Got these new gym swag shoes on sale, satuday

Friend at uni did this Gastly and was drawing Gengar during the whole ecology while I was busy either with stalking the strange guy who looked cute as asagdahafs or sleeping or dealing with stomachache. 

pain

Today is again one of those days when I wish I was a boy.

Yes, I got my period.

But I noticed that my pms keeps being different.

Last few times, right when my period was about to start, my back started to hurt.

This time, it was breast pain that lasted two fucking days and was not comfortable at all.

It started yesterday while I was in gym and I was wondering why do I feel so crappy.

And the answer is - pms.

Don't need to mention being mega annoyed in last 48h and fucked up skin.

Last few days were covered in snow.

I'd have posted photos but left usb cable in Zagreb, I'm at home now.

On monday I succesfully got to uni(just to hand in 8 fucking sheets of paper), but returning home was the worst hell.

There was so much snow that traffic simply collapsed.

I went most of the way by foot and took bus because trams were all stuck.

Rest of the week was more decent.

But I loved throwing myself in the deep snow and walking in it instead of taking normal paths.

My mom had her 50th birthday so I bought her present in last minute.

Yesterday she took us to bosnian restaurant again.

And it was fucking amazing again.

But I was so stuffed + had pms so I didn't sleep well last night.

Fell asleep arpund 1am and woke up at 4:30.

I was rolling in my bed until 6:30 when my mom woke up.

Managed to sleep one more hour and had one of the crazyest dreams!

There were certain places whith portals that teleport you to another place.

Portal at my house looked like cloudy sky.

That dream was cool.

I got home today.

Happy that I saw my doggy <3

No snow here, but oh well...

Tomorrow I might go see rottweillers!

Aaaand study for exam on monday...

I seriously need to pass that.

vrum vrum

It's snowing outside <3

But instead of enjoying the snow, I'm stuck with laptop.

Need to hand in the essay for ecology tomorrow and there's just too much text...

I hope to be finished soon and to have enough ink to print it >.<

And I'm annoyed by someone's car parked on my parking place.

I'd have probably stuck something on it, but right now it's protecting the parking place from snow.

But if it doesn't move until tuesday, I might do something to it.

Hockey's on TV, but I have no strenght to watch it.

My favourite team is losing by 0:3 against the weakest team in the league.

It's just too painful to watch.

My family has decided we're not going skiing this winter.

I was devastated because I was really looking forward to it.

Yesterday I went with my bf to some restaurant where we got pizza + salat + drink for 8€.

After we stuffed ourselves with food, we went to gym.

My genious bf almost got killed during the bench so I had to help him out.

Not sick cunt enough.

My mom had b-day aaaand I forgot about it.

I just can't remember her b-day date, even after 20 years.

Luckily bf gave me few days ago some coupon for discount at L'occitane so I'll use it.

She said she'll take us to Bosnian restaurant again ^^

I've discovered wonders of Taobao.

But I'm still trying to figure out how to buy from it.

And I've found Rilakkuma condoms, but my bf is not very happy about it :C

The hottest guy from hockey team is giving an interview on TV right now.

Fuck me.

meh

It's friday and I was supposed to be at uni but decided to skip the lessons and just go to practical part.

I just hope they didn't change the schedule or something important.

Yesterday I've been to gym and ran for half an hour after a really long time.

I even tried the protein shake with cookie flavour.

I wanted my bf to stay over during the weekend, but he kept saying he has to study.

Half an hour after he got home he sent me a message: my roomate's daughter is coming over for weekend.

Everything was fine until evening when I got stomachache and it started ringing in my ears.

Luckily my bf came over to keep an eye on me.

But I wasn't very lucky when we went to sleep cause he took the whole blanket for himself and I was left freezing and kept waking up the whole night.

It's really cold right now.

And I don't really feel like moving out of my bed >.>

Lately, there have been a several bomb explosions in Zagreb.

I still don't need to worry because they're on the other side of town.

But yesterday if I had gone to uni, I'd probably be in hospital right now.

Tram I usually take has crashed full speed into another tram, still don't know why.

Exciting live in big city.

And I've been thinking about how actually lonely I am here.

45 square meter apartment is a bit too big just for me alone.

I really wish I could have an animal here sometimes.

My parents don't allow me to have a dog because they think I'm not responsible enough.

Actually my biggest wish for 21st bday was to have one more dog...

It feels awful when you look at all those abandoned puppies and you can't do a thing even though you can afford to have one more.

foodz n snow

Back to everyday university life in Zagreb.

Went to uni yesterday and as expected, I was asleep during the whole lesson.

They still didn't give us the results and it has been two fucking months since we wrote the test.

And the next one is going to be held right on time during my ski trip to Austria.

Well fuck you stupid people.

Oh yeah, they didn't even check our essays we handed back in december -.-

We arrived back on saturday because I went to watch FIS men's slalom on Sljeme.

Since we arrived early, we went to do a little shopping because my bf and I needed new pants.

I've had my skinny ones and they were my favourites, but on friday while I was waiting for my bf to come and pick some stuff from my car, I realised they've got a huge hole.

My heart was broken, but watching The Room (again) with his friend(the one from my drifting team) made it a bit better.

Luckily there was sale in the shops and I stumbled upon whole bunch of black pants.

I found beautiful ones with velvet details, they even were my size, but were not on sale -.-

My bf didn't find any, but next day we went to shopping center in our neighborhood and he bought two pair of pants for 35€.

God bless the sales.

On sunday, instead of sleeping while outside is raining, we went to Sljeme.

We got bunch of free stuff: flags, horns(trube?), some clapping thingy, sandwiches, chips, smoki, tea, chocolates.

Everything was fine until 5min before start when suddenly...

Fog, fog everywhere.

It even got worse as the time passed so instead of seeing 6 gates, we only saw 3 of them.

There was video screen in front of us, but couldn't see a thing.

On our way home tram decided to stop working because of electricity breakdown and bus didn't want to wait for us so it took us hour and half to get home.

It really annoys me because I pay too much for what I get from public transport.

It's always fucking crowded with retarded people and you never know when it's going to break down.

Today was first gym days after almost 3 weeks.

We both kinda died.

I tried doing some squats but miserably failed.

My mom took us for a dinner in Bosnian restaurant.

Damn you Bosnian people, why you have such a good food?

I also got Katy Perry lashes on sale.

Well, I had to argue with my bf first in order to buy them.

Let's just hope I'll be able to stick them.

Going to watch Parada now, serbian movie about gay people.

Can't get better than that xD

one x

Decided to wake up a bit earlier.

Now I hate myself.

New Year's Eve was... okay I guess.

When we arrived, there was a shitload of people so I just turned around and went outside to help my friend with bbq.

It turned out rather decent if you consider the fact the wind was blowing and that he's an idiot...

Then we played some singstar.

I won in U2 - Verigo, lost in Depesche Mode - Enjoy the Silence and beat my bf in Nirvana.

He's worse singer than me, his voice is like pure crap.

Aaaand than fatigue and headache hit me.

So I felt like crap until 4am when we went home.

I decided to sleepover at my bf's and somehow managed to enter his fucked up street and even find a proper parking place.

Last few days I quite enjoyed driving and wasn't so stressed as I usually am.

On our way to the car, we stumbled upon HTC One X beats edition.

The sim card was blocked so we couldn't give it back and didn't feel like going to certain mobile network shop because they are assholes so we decided to keep it.

Now I just hope the owner doesn't go to police and starts searching for it...

I got home around noon and as soon as I arrived my mom started yelling at me because I told my grandma that I had slept at bf's.

Seriously, they should accept the fact that I'm 21 and I'm not a goddamn innocent child anymore.

And it seems like I've caught some virus or smth in my stomach.

I can't eat much and I feel nauseus most of the time. :/

One of the best parts of nye

- Can you play something by SOAD?

- razmnsz wake up!! ghsfanihb make up!! ...no.