Talked to my boss and she said I'll be working indefinitely whooo!

Pro sides:

- finally got my shit together

- get money fuck bitches pay for internet orders

-  umm... money?

- "exercise"

- bubble tea more often

Con sides:

- get home feeling dead 

- paaaain

- no time for gym

Nah, she told me not to overwork myself and to work when I want and how much I want.

Going to cover myself with blanket and play Pokemon and try not to fall asleep.

I spent whole fucking day fighting with drowsiness.

Fell asleep during the most important part of today's lesson, fuck.

Oh, seems that Hyuga plushie has arrived today to Croatia.
Not sure if I'll pick it up tomorrow, 1st day post office is too fucking away.
I got Eren pinched strap yesterday hoho <3

werking in spar

Wow.

I just realised how much time I spend alone.

Going to uni - alone

At uni - alone(my guise are always late)

Going shopping - alone

Going anywhere - alone

At part-time job - alone most of the time

At home - alone

I got so much used to it I don't even feel lonely anymore.

He said, before we broke up, that I was afraid of being alone. 

Seems that I've gotten used to being alone again.

BUT

Who even needs social life when you've got new Pokemon X?! :DDD

...and 8-hour long shift at part-time job.

I started working and I don't have time or energy to do anything.

I didn't even watch the new episode of Kuroko no Basuke.

But I watched Monsters University finally.

Wanna go watch Cloudy with a chance of meatballs but cinema ticket is too expensive.

And I spent too much money on online crap already, shit.

Other stuff...

Got weapon licence, redyed my ombre, still haven't bought the tram pass, stuck new posters on the wall, they've finally put and removed and put again the asphalt in my street(after 4 goddamn months), my grandma almost gave away the only thing I've bought in Lisbon...

and Linkin Park went dubstep?

Off to bed, my back hurts.

Damn you boxes full of pasta.

weekend

It's a sunday. 

It is boring by default.

Spent day at home, watching anime, eating, not doing anything productive just like past few days except today was so boring.

Sundays are always so boring, no matter how much you try to make them fun.

Oh, and it rained.

Mom's saying goodbye to her car tomorrow.

It's kinda sad although it's just a car.

But we still depend on our lil' Fiesta.

I'll be getting my gun license finally!! ...unless they threw it away because I didn't pick it up earlier.

And need to sole some problems with bank card I've been draging along for a month now.

But if it's going to rain, I'll probably want to stay whole day in bed.

Since I'm a contol freak and that type of person who plans everything 4 week earlier, I started to panic already because I start working on wednesday and I have lessons until 10am, but need to be on the other side of town by noon. 

That wouldn't be a problem if i already had my transportation pass.

Last time I waited for 5 fucking hours only to be told that I'm not yet in the system and I can't get the confirmation to buy student pass.

AADFAFDAFATRG.

I wanted to ask my gay friend if he could wait for me but he's not going to be in Zagreb anymore.

Godamnit.

Get me a car.

It was planed to go to Klagenfurt on saturday but...

mom car wasn't fixed yet and we didn't go anywhere. <3

Instead dad took me for a "walk" with Aba and we went to see the loveliest Rottweiler on earh <3

I wish to clone that dog and get one copy for myself.

70kg of pure love and cuteness.

But instead I got myself random crap on the internet and I got some company for the ONE OK ROCK concert in Germany.

I'm going to Köln in a few weeks but keep forgeting that >.>

Maybe I should start planing the trip a bit...

All I know is that I want to go to mustard museum!!

home, cold home

After many hours of waiting, lost nerves and pulled out hair, I handed over the papers to continue my education at university of forestry.

Since I fucked every possible thing up, I'm second year once again.

I fail at life so fucking much.

But I'm still not oficially signed in because they still haven't put me in the computer.

(waited for 5 hours only to realise that)

Right now, I'm in Rijeka, stuck at home with a cold.

Mom's getting new car so she took her old one to make some minor repairs so now we just have one car.

Plus my uncle also has no car at the moment so that makes 4 of us depending on one car.

After like 20 years mom took the bus to get home.

Hope she gets it back tomorrow, I wanna go to Austria on saturday.

I was supposed to go to police station and bank today but it was too early and I felt like an elephant stepped on my head.

Instead I continued sleeping till 8:30 with Aba on my head.

I washed her an hour ago so she's fluffy again and ready for the vet.

Took a pic of her with my new Xperia cellphone.

I abused the phone during my whole way to Rijeka yesterday.

The bus was quite fancy but goddamn slow so it took me 3 hours to get home.

Inner camera is shitty and I am dressed like a hobo because heat's not working.