gbye 2013

2013 is coming to an end soon.
How was my 2013?
It was crap.

The year began with coming across lost HTC One X which died in march.
Nothing much interesting happened in first three months.
In april my relationship started to fall apart and completely fell apart in june.
Spent whole summer completely fucked up and avoiding every possible human contact.
Started to watch anime a lot and hating everyone which now makes me unable to live together with anyone for longer than 3 days.
Almost got kicked out of uni/gave up because I fucking hate it and everyone there is asshole.
Finally got my shit together in October when I got to see One Ok Rock live in Köln and attended Pandakon and got a part-time job.
In November I fell in love again... onesided as usual.
December was over way too fast.

Right now I'm still annoyed as hell.
Ran out of fabric for making cosplay, mom is making fun of me being fat, Aba is scared of fireworks and is jumping on my head...
Waiting for Dramatical murder download to finish but it is going to take several hours.

Happy new year.
Hope it'll be better than 2013.

quick erase it

Sitting in living room with mom behind my back, can't browse through tumblr or 4chan or read manga due nsfw content so I'll type this thing a bit.

I just finished sewing my very first skirt which is part of Ryuko cosplay.

Daft Punk - Technologic got stuck in my head while I was fighting with thread. 

But after about 2 hours I finally finished the most complicated part, the belt.

Tomorrow I'll continue sewing the top.

Sewing helps me to switch feeling of sadness with feeling of annoyance xD

I've been kinda depressed-ish lately, but it's okay, got used to it

Got out of house today whoo!

Went to Ljubljana to check winter sales.

Got fitness hoodie and new belt on quite nice bargain .

Other things I got were random sewing thingies, found fake leather material for cosplay hoho!

Christmas Eve I spent with my parents watching Watts on Eurosport.

Even the commercials were funny, those two are my favs

25th and 26th I spent at home, watching Saint Young Men and sewing.

Got some money for birthday which was enough to pay off my debt and to put aside for my Amiami preorders.

As usual, mom made the best cake ever which got more likes on Facebook than my profile picture. This is so fucking sad.

But I was really happy that people I met on One Ok Rock concert in Köln remembered my birthday <3

drove home for christmas

Got back home for holidays.

Practically I'm stuck at home due to a lot of housework and I've got no car.

Christmas and my bday is around the corner so we're planing what are we going to cook.

Since there is a lot of food in the house, I can't stop eating and I've just overeaten myself :/

Damn.. should learn some selfcontrol.

Tomorrow is fish day so I won't be eating much because I don't really like fish.

We're visiting my aunt and uncle so family lunch time yay.

My bday is on 26th and there is going to be one more family lunch.

Hope to get some cash to pay off the debt I've made on internet shopping :S

And ofc weather is going to be pure shit on my birthday. 

Some of the things I've been doing since I came home, apart from checking tumblr and reading yaoi, are watching TV (oh lol) and sewing cosplay!

So there's been this show on TV dancing with stars or whatever and I haven't been amazed by it with past 7 seasons, but this one was good.

There has been this one couple which completely blew my mind!

They were the winners of this season.

This cosplay thing, yeah, I'm trying to make cosplay again after 7 years or so.

I want to cosplay Ryuko Matoi from Kill la Kill <3

Mom bought new sewing machine last week so today we finally put it in function!

I've made half of the skirt so far...

I'll continue writing again some time.

I'm lying in my bed right now and it's not very comfy to type >.>

worries

I'm in Rijeka, it's sunny and nice...

but I don't have a car and I'm in pms.

Argh.

I've finally solved all the paperwork I had to do for insurance! ...I guess.

I have so many things to do but I decided to write a blog post.

Very productive indeed.

I'm waiting for Baby the Stars Shine Bright to send me an e-mail to see if my reservation succeeded.

All the lucky packs are sold out already and I'm worried that I might not get one :/

I really wanted to get one as a bday gift since I'm not allowed to go to Vienna.

Seems that my bday will suck hard this year.

And I really wanna go to Asian party next friday but not sure if I'll be in Zagreb or not :(

In the morning I woke up with fucking wound on my teeth gums.

And started to freak out when I realised I bit out most of my nails yesterday.

I was in the town this morning and spotted that fabric shop is back on its old location and that it has 50% off.

I might go back to check if they've got anything relevant to my interests.

Ever since I decided to cosplay Ryuko I've been struggling to lose weight and exercise a lot.

All that combined with work resulted only in backache.

The biggest news in past few days is that I found out that one of the best pastry shops in Zagreb had opened a new shop in my neighbourhood <3

*sigh*

off to do some housework.

fuck you pain

It's sunday once again.

Boring one once again.

But this time it is a bit more painful because I strained my back on the work last week.

Couldn't even sleep well because of the pain.

And it is going to hurt even more tomorrow because I'm working at that horrible store again that had some special offer on whole cosmetic section so I guess it is going to look pretty much empty.

Plus they've got some godawful Christmas CD that is sung in English with horrible Croatian accent and all the songs are like "Children get presents, snow is falling, merry christmas and a happy new year" on repeat.

And you can't buy anything normal to eat because it is that kind of store where you buy everything in boxes.

On friday I stayed a bit longer on the work, came home completely exhausted and had to go to the post office which is quite far away from train station to pick up my wig.

I almost died.

My university life is as horrible as always.

This week we found out that they've changed rules on botany exams and we have to start all over again. (not going to comment on this)

I've got another exam on 18th and they gave us new script to study from.

Last one was bad, but the updated one is REALLY BAD.

I just keep asking myself why did I choose this university of crap and bullshit?

I secretly hope that one day something bad is going to happen to it and everything burns down in fire.

Oh yea, they've made us come to lesson at 7 motherfucking am.

I have to wake up at 5:30 and we are not allowed to be late even a minute.

Whoever decided this, please be hit by a car, truck and bus tomorrow because I hate you very much.

Yesterday was lolita meet.

Took some photos I haven't seen yet, walked around town and ate a waffle.

I was amazed with how beautiful Zagreb looks like.

Everything is decorated with lamps, you can buy all sorts of lovely souvenirs, the main square is filled with people...

Meanwhile in my hometown you've got just one Christmas tree and that's it.

Shit, painkiller stopped working and back started to hurt again and my right arm is slowly going numb as well.

On top of it I am super annoyed but can't eat anything cause I'm trying to lose some weight for cosplay I'm planing to do.

Can't even spend time on internet or download some music because I've already spent 500mb.

I really want flat internet back...

Feels like PMS, but it's too early >.>

And the most shocking news is that I've decided to join dance group.

That is going to be really awkward...

I'm going for the first time on tuesday(unless I break my back tomorrow or faint on tuesday morning).

We'll be learning this dance as far as I know...

I'm so fucked :'D