one piece

Finally home alone.

Ate my dinner, chilling with cup of warm milk and spekulatius cookies.

And thinking about how little free time I have but life is overall good.

Everything is still in the same pattern : wake up at 7, go to work or uni, come back home at 4, go to gym, get home, eat dinner, go to sleep.

Haven't seen my best friend for 8 weeks, don't have time to go to hairdresser, don't have time to tidy up my room, but I'm still happy.

Week ago I met with my friends I haven't seen for a while now...

I was supposed to meet with one of them first and go to book fair but she hurt foot so we hung out at my place, ate cookies and stalked people on the facebook lol

Later we met with other one who traded her Supurate System necklace for a pack of cigs <3

And mom's colleague came back from US with Adventure Time gifts for me hoho!

Last friday dad visited me here in Zagreb.

In the morning first thing we went to buy him new glasses and I saw super cute hipster sunglasses and wanted to buy them but didn't have money ;-;

Since it was super early and nothing was opened I took him to my favourite coffee place which happened to have -10% off if you pay with creditcard fuck yeah.

After we finished our coffee we headed to some hunter shops and then to book fair.

We spent like 3 hours browsing through all those books and shits.

This was the result:

Best thing ever was One Piece in serbian and Watamore for only 20kn.

Then we ordered some chinese food and went to a hockey game after a really long time.

It was actually a really good match and it was fun to watch.

A friend of mine drove us home after it finished and saved us almost one hour of time.

Next day - saturday was a cosplay day!

Mom and dad went back home so I could invite my friends over to get ready and eat cupcakes <3

One of my favourite moments was when my friend who cosplayed Sanji spent a bit too much time in bathroom to get ready so I went to check if he was still alive only to realise he didn't know how to tie the tie and was watching youtube tutorial on his cellphone... in the bathroom.

We looked quite fabulous after we got ready :D (okay, Robin didn't have her skirt on ._.)

Cosplay event was part of Reboot Infogamer which was at the same place as the book fair so there was shitload of people staring at us, how unusual.

As Bonney and Zoro arrived our group was complete :D

At first I was feeling uncomfortable wearing only bikini top and showing my not so perfect body but everyone kept yelling at me to shut up and told me I wasn't fat, that was quite huge ego boost...

I love how there are those few friends who support me and love me no matter what ;-; love them so much.

I didn't manage to catch a pneumonia standing half naked outside hell yeah!

And I was the only one who wasn't sweating during the cosplay presentation lol ... it was too damn hot ._.

Went out after a loooong time with Sanji, Zoro and Bonney.

It was hillarious xD

We made plans for ultimate cosplay, talked about war, realised it was still february, sang Dir en grey, talked in german and danced to trash hits,

Until the moment when we missed the bus home .-.

Need to finish this post now because I just realised I start working tomorrow at 6am.

Fucks sake.

Gonna continue this some other day...

peder, tranđa i ja

Wow, every minute of this week was fulfilled.

Mornings were for work or university and evening was gym time.

I spend a lot of time exercising and I enjoy it, it helps me to get rid of my dark thoughts and extra calories.

I try to balance my meals but that is pretty much impossible due to my schedule.

Trying to live healthy life is quite fun actually...

This weekend was so much fun but at the same time very exhausting.

I spend whole friday working so much my legs hurt next day.

But that didn't stop me from going hiking with my high school friends.

We started kinda late, 2pm, and when we climbed down it was 6pm and it was dark already.

After climbing the damn hill I went out to DRAGram festival.

I was suprised how many people attended!

This was my first time seeing drag show and it was so much fun.

Besides Alaska Thunderfuck who was flawless, local queens were amusing as well.

I wanted to take Sonja Sajzor's crown but someone threw it in another direction ;-;

But it felt kinda awkward wearing wig more expensive than wigs local queens had :/

We got to take a pic with Alaska later!! <3

My friend kissed her on cheek.

Got home around 4am, but stayed awake till 6am and drank tea with him until his first bus.

Slept for 2 hours and went to Hrelić flea market with my friend to find stuff for cosplay.

It was really foggy in the morning and I looked like flood brought me there.

But it was quite amusing seeing his reaction to first time being there.

After like hour and half and browsing through only 1/3 of it, we desperately needed coffee.

Coffee we got was "fancy" as fuck and water was in plastic cups.

We headed back and that meant spending another hour and half there.

In the end we got blazer, bracelets, cigarettes case, tie and a plush patamon.

Buying random crap can be fun.

Last weekend it was Rikon time!

Kinda disappointing... :/

My friends weren't there so my kouhai and I ended up alone, mostly taking photos, eating muffins and playing board games xD

She was Kasumi Fuu from Samurai Champloo and got 3rd place in cosplay cometition, I was Junko Enoshima and I got nothing as usual xD

Other cosplayers were crappy but this Katarina and Kaneki Ken were absolutely cute!!

Next event - Reboot infogamer!

Gonna cosplay Nami from One Piece.

back!

Holy shit.

I haven't written here in 3 months.

Here's short summer summary:

I expected to go often to the beach, hiking, going out with friends and stuff...

But NO.

Weather was shit whole fucking summer.

Those days that were sunny and warm I was on my period.

Some highlights of the summer certainly are firework festival at Bundek.

Third day of the festival I was supposed to go with an other friend but we ended up playing "table tennis" in my apartment and picking out the ball out of toilet... for some reason we always and up doing random shit.

I haven't seen seen him for 3 moths now, I miss him :/

I went to my friend's pool party, drank 1l of Malibu and got just a little bit drunk and no hangover(again?) at all.

Went couple of times to Ljubljana with my mom.

Got addicted to Arizona ice tea and found out I can buy it Spar.

Went to Austria for 10 days.

Drove Twizy... electric car + automatic = plz no.

Put on some weight and lost it during september...

My 1st ex found my instagram somehow...

Been to Liburnicon which was, after Pandakon, quite refreshing.

Boys were cute and nice and there were no pedophiles.

Cut my black ombre, now I miss it, shit.

Also, started playing tennis again.

Mostly because of out coach who reminds me of some anime character.

Recent shit:

Got my period early due to too much stress.

Finally passed botany.

Grandpa visited me on friday, he had to do some eye check up.

Friday turned from disaster to best day ever after I saw the doctor who did my eye surgery.

At first I just saw him for a tiny second but later he came back to 2nd floor and smiled back at me.

After he changed beck into normal clothes(looks damn cute in em), I went to thank him for fixing my eyes.

Love that man so freaking much ;___;

On saturday I went to Japan day with my best friend's sister(pic above) and Gaara and Sasuke.

Dear god, I felt safer walking around like this in the center of the tow than on the event.

Creeps. Everywhere.

Horrible cosplay.

Creeps in horrible cosplay.

Just give me back those boys from Liburnicon ;-; 

After that creepy event, me and my kouhai went to some mini street food festival ^_^

Now I realised I need to finish my Junko Enoshima cosplay.

Rikon is next friday and the only things I have are boots and wig, gonna go buy skirt later.

pandakon 2014

Oh my god.

Last couple of days were amazing!

Ever since I was 11 I wanted to make a cosplay and go cosplaying with my friends.

And here we are, 11 years later.

Gaara won the first place, of course xD

And I'm proud because I helped him a bit with styling the wig and providing some supplies.

He's a pretty cool guy, he even liked the lunch I made for him and that means a lot to me.

He cosplayed as Soul last year and won, that was when we first met.

I became friends with other Ryuuko since we decided to cosplay as a pair.

It was easier for me to be with someone and she was happy because I wanted to pair up with her.

We didn't win shit but still, my scissor blade was the coolest.

On the first day of the convention we decided to go to the "nearest" convenience store by foot which meant everyone would see us xD

It was hilarious buying the booze dressed up as Ryuko and having a sword in your hand.

Strangely, we didn't get any of those "look at those freaks" comments.

In the evening, before the party I got a bit depressed for no fucking reason and Gaara gave me his "pumpkin" to hug xD

I actually got his pumpkin as a souvenir in the end.

Rest of the evening was... well... not planned at all.

One of our friends who isn't into anime and all this crap came to the party but didn't like it so we went for a walk around the crappiest neighbourhood in the whole town. 

Then we decided to say bye to our friends who were still at the party and sat in the car for almost an hour listening to the music.

Drove back to my neighbourhood and went for another walk.

Ended up watching Lego the movie at my place until 4am.

I slept for 3 damn hours and have no idea how did I survive whole day at Pandakon.

Friday was fun as well because I spent it with my friend mentioned above, shopping, eating lunch, watching Wolf Children... :3

And right now I'm going through post happiness depression.

God damn shit. 

adore u

Wow.

So much happened and I have so much to do.

But I'm just sitting in front of my porch, chilling with Aba in the breeze and just thinking about crap.

After having 5 days of what the fuck weather, today is really nice.

I'm waiting for my best friend to arrive so we could finish Ryuko's scissor.

I'm kinda fucked up because I'm running out of material and Pandakon is in 2 weeks and and I told my friend I'd help him with his wig.

And I'm also taking care of two dogs.

Not to mention I need 40 more plants for herbarium.

I just want to cry.

I just talked to my new neighbour.

He's totally cute *cries*

And a lot younger *cries some more*

And he's moving again in two months *cries a river*

But last week was great.

Met with a lot of friends, went to sweets festival, didn't fail the oral exam (yet)...

Went out (woah!) to student day festival.

Let's forget about 3 shitty bands, getting lost and people interrupting my dance all the time.

I've waited till 2 am to see Pendulum who were awesome because they played Nero - Satisfy remix <3

Satisfy is one of my favourite songs now :3

And the next day I just went to see Vatra and ended up in second row right in front of singer's face, was fun although I know just two of their songs lol

Thing that bothers me right now are some of my friends that just keep on ignoring me >.>

It is getting reaaaally annoying.

greyish

It's sunday, I'm being useless fuck again...

Don't feel like doing anything or going anywhere although I should go study for one of my million exams that I have left.

Weather is changing again, it was nice having 4 sunny days.

Got stung by something in my cheek so now I look like I have one more eyebag =_=

Stayed in Zagreb during the weekend, to be alone for a bit.

Yesterday was fun, if you remove THE pain.

Met with a friend and ate sushi, walked around the town a bit and so... <3

Want to eat that sushi again damn, cheap and yummy...

In the evening I ate some junk food and watched Eurovision song contest.

Got some of my goodies in the mail including Kill la Kill bandana and Neon Genesis Evangelion bath salt and eye drops.

I was looking forward to eyedrops but they are tooo strong ;___;

At least the envelope is cute and it arrived in 5 days!

Trying out Klk bandana. (I hate taking selfies recently)

Refreshed my hair a bit, cut dead ends, made hime cut and dyed it in Tokyo black which is kind red-ish black and make my ombre look like it was burned. I like it!

Still need to try out the bath salt...

While I was in Rijeka I had this anime moment in real life.

Few months ago we got new neighbours, but I've never seen them until last week.

Since my front door is facing their balcony I saw this new guy smoking on his balcony.

Okay, first time seeing each other, awkwardly staring.

Second time, awkward staring again.

But third time he smiled and waved and I just... panicked and stared at floor.

Fucking idiot left the worst impression ever *throws herself down the stairs*

Anyway for the first time in 22 years I've got a cute neighbour that doesn't have PTSP, isn't 130 years old (he's around my age WOAH), doesn't have mental illnesses, isn't fucking ugly and listens to normal music OH MY GOD!!

Please don't move away~!!! ;___; *desperately tries to make friends but doesn't know how*

Immediately told this to my other neighbour who lives across the street.

enter

I got so excited over nothing today lol.

While I was driving with one of my bosses to work today, she had that new radio station on.

Since I listen to electronic crap lately, I was happy to find out that it plays electronic music all the time!

Right now it is Hardcore Wednesday night show <3 they're playing Bangarang and I Fink U Freeky omfg!

Rest of the day I was listening to some trap I listened yesterday in car while my friend was driving me home.

Other thing I got excited about is that HIM was announced as another headline on Schengen fest along with Die Antwoord unfgh <3

I wanna go soo bad, plus it is rather near ;___;

Starting from today, I'm gonna be home alone with Aba next few days~

Parents are going to Prague.

Party!

Luckily my aunt is here so she will probably make me lunch.

I admit, I suck at cooking.

Only thing I'm good at making are cakes and bbq.

Last sunday I was making the most perfect barbecue when dad came to help and screwed everything up. Damn you dad.

Before that we went shooting and I hit my nose with sniper, but shot 7 points fuck yess.

Had off road drive on my way home in my little Fiesta.

Felt so manly hurrr.

Monday was quite stressful day at work.

Main badasses from the company including my mom were doing storecheck.

I wanted to avoid them but didn't.

The main boss arrives, I'm hugging a box of crackers, nervously laughing, looking at my mom who was killing me with the look in her eyes, trying to shut down my ringing cellphone.

So I gather some balls and greet the boss who is really nice person and even asked me if the Rilakkuma he got me was alright and that he wanted to get me the dressed up one but couldn't find it.

It kinda went better than expected, even my mom was shocked that I greeted everyone there.

Yesterday I met with my new friend for a coffee.

During the coffee time I was eating mango cheesecake and got noticed by little bird who even dared to jump on our table.

I gave him a little piece of cake and we named him Marko.

After drinking our coffee we wanted to get some sushi.

On our way to sushi bar we saw Porsche Panamera and managed to miss the sushi xD

Passing by that Porsche "Look how beautiful it is! .. what the heck is this stuck on it?", car owner wanted to kill him xD

Finally found the sushi we missed but were disappointed because there was basically only one bento box left :(

Bought mochi instead.

Walking to the park, I'm eating mochi and choking on sugar, some dude is passing me by and is intensively looking at me.

I ignored it as usual, got used to weird looks, "oh my god! did you see how was that guy looking at you?! he looked like he's going to fuck you right now!"

It was fun hanging out with him again <3

Only thing that is annoying me right now is weather.

It's fucked up.

It is warm and keeps changing every 2 hours.

Why can't it be winter?

I hate rain so much.

Almost lost my cellphone because of it -.-

it's raining it's pouring

Easter holidays are over.

They were lame.

Did absolutely nothing, weather was shit, didn't paint the eggs because I didn't buy the egg dye.

Well, wanted to buy it but while I was looking at colors some kid came and started to scream so I ran away because I can't stand those things.

Dad found some egg dye from Yugoslavia in the kitchen... we sure have loads of prehistoric shit at home. 

I was supposed to study but I ended up blankly staring at the papers.

Friend's mom brought us some chocolates which were shit.

Among all the yummy easter chocolates she managed to buy the most horrible ones.

Another thing that is going on my nerves is that I finally gathered some balls and decided to invite someone out for a coffee and ofc replies I get are "we'll see..."

Don't you get how much courage did I have to pull out of myself to do such thing? *cries*

I have no idea how will things turn out in the end, but I don't have a good feeling about this from past experiences ;___;

Wanted to go to work tomorrow, but boss told me to take day off, crap.

Let's move to some happier thoughts.

Eren nendoroid arrived in Croatia today which means I'll get him on friday if I'm lucky enough to avoid customs...

I preordered long awaited Aoba nendoroid! <3

My eyes are now fully recovered, don't need to put eyedrops every 5 minutes anymore. But it is still painful to open my eyes in the morning =_=

Watched new Miyazaki's movie in cinema, The Wind Rises.

Mom's boss went to Japan and got me plush Rilakkuma <3

He couldn't find any dressed Rilakkuma, instead he got me some chocolates!!

I played with Ryuko wig a bit, stating to love my face without glasses...

Since I spent 4 days at home, I decided to slowly bring sewing my cosplay to an end.

Yeah, Aba is being economical as always, saving space and such...

It's raining again.

Fucing rain, almost got soaked on my way home from gym.

sLOVEenia

Once again things didn't go as planned.

But it was awesome.

Yesterday I was in Slovenia.

I was rushing from Rijeka to arrive to Zagreb in time and ofc everyone was late.

It was nice to find out that one more guy, who appeared hilarious at the very first second I met him, is coming with us.

Took him 3min to make me laugh hysterically while he was trying to get out of the car and accidentally pressed the honk. 

Okay, picked everyone up, filled the tank, bought the vignetta aaand... broke vignetta.

As we were approaching the border crossing we couldn't really keep our faces straight and looked suspicious as fuck.

Luckily the policeman was very friendly and he even started chatting with us (despite 100 more cars waiting in the line behind us) "You are from all parts of Croatia! Zagreb, Rijeka, Dubrovnik.. oh where in Dubrovnik?!"

And so we continued our fun drive in a half-broken car across Slovenia only to find out that we are running low on petrol and I was the only person to take more that 20€ with me, brilliant.

Successfully arrived to our destination which appeared very suspicious so we went to find... anything.

Managed to find something to eat, but we couldn't find any grocery store to buy booze.

After failing to find anything open, we sat in the only bar that was opened on sunday.

Good thing it had wi-fi and arizona tea!

We spent almost 2 hours sitting there, counting remaining euros and thinking what are we going to do with two Serbian girls who needed to wait 10h for their bus...

In the meantime I really started to like this guy who came with us, but didn't want to go to the concert, so I decided to give up on concert and to keep him company aaand those 20€ we could need for the petrol.

Two of us decided we will go for a walk and the rest of guys went to the concert.

Fun thing was that he was drunk, so I had 2 hours to spend with a drunk person, but it was fun!

He became really hyper and talkative so we walked to the center of Ljubljana and back and didn't stop talking.

I think he's lucky to have me stay with him because he saw a bit of Ljubljana at least.

While the others were sweating and listening to the band they only knew 3 songs, we talked about dogs, cars, life, food... I think I had more fun than I'd have if I went to the concert.

Especially that funny scene in McDonald's where he first waited 5min to order something and than his order got messed up plus we didn't understand a word of that Slovenian so we started to laugh like idiots.

Ljubljana looks really awesome at night!

Plus there weren't many people so I could walk around without bumping into someone. 

Newly opened shop with freaky crap in my favourite street.

I actually got to see heidi(the band), but didn't take any signatures or anything.

We went home around midnight with only 1/4 bottle of water left.

While I was chatting with my new friend, the other one fell asleep within 5sec, but I was nice enough to give him my hoodie as a pillow.

Our super cool driver had some minor problems but successfully got us home.

And soundtrack on our way back was beyond amazing

This was like third day in a row I felt really happy.

EVERYTHING IS AWESOME!!!

And I wanted to take a pic of me today, but it didn't turn out as well as I wanted it to be.

but yeah, hi there, need a haircut.

happy!

I've been feeling happy whole day and that doesn't happen very often.

Maybe it's because I overslept the most of it lol.

But the main reason is that God is an Astronaut liked the photo I uploaded on Instagram.

They made me reaaally happy.

Today I've also met my parents' new tennis coach.

He seems nice, but looks kinda old for his age (??)

I played tennis for the first time in like 2 or 3 years, but he said I can still play very well.

Maybe I'll go play a bit more next weekend.

Aaand I went to my favorite chinese restaurant with my day.

Saw my fav waiter but didn't order my fav meal for a change.

Yesterday at work I realised that pretty much everyone in the company found out that I almost passed out.

Had coffee break with one of my dearest co-workers, he was one of the most worried ones.

But didn't see that cute kiddo ;-; maybe he's on spring break.

Eren nendoroid got shipped today hoho.

Kill la Kill bandana is in stock, but I still have to wait for Evangelion bath salt.

End of a good day.

Going to bed soon.
Also, this was 100th post!

giaa

I got my period today.

Nothing was unusual until the pain became so unbearable that I had to leave the work and mom had to pick me up because I couldn't stand straight.

I drank 3 painkillers but the pain still hasn't gotten away.

I knew it from the early morning that something is going to go wrong because I couldn't stop laughing.

Positive energy is bad for me obviously.

Yesterday I went to God is an Astronaut concert.

At first I was freaking out because it took ages for my friend to arrive, but we made it in time.

It was amazing!!!

They played all of my favourite songs <3

I tried to take a video, but when I got home, I realised that video camera on my phone is pure shit.

The band was kinda funny, telling stories about strawberry milk and throwing teabags to audience.

Mom just got home with some food.

I will try to eat something, if my stomach allows me to.

Fucking period cramps and shit.

I will still go to work tomorrow, I don't know, going to that particular store makes me happy.

Several hours later~

I realised I still haven't published this post and I realised that I left my sticky tape and scalpel at work.

Idiot. 

i see fire

I think I'm hitting PMS again...

And I'm also thinking that love hit me again.

Being in love is such a nice thing, but in my case, it's really depressive.

I want to see that cute little thing so bad I feel so annoyed.

At least I've got pic of his back that my co-worker took *facepalm*

I feel sorry for him because she keeps yelling at him for no reason and want to take his pic like a mad paparazzi.

But the worst thing ever is that he is always in opposite shift from mine.

Fuck my life.

My recovery is officially over.

I got female doctor instead of my lovely doctor on check up, but she was nice.

And got to see my doctor for like 5sec but it made my day, it was enough to catch his gentle aura.

Damn, that man is perfect.

Got back to my normal life - working, gym, sleeping with my face stuck in my dog's fur...

Last week I went to Vienna for a short shopping trip.

Was fun, caught some great deals but it was sooo exhausting...

Bought new gym clothes, 2 new t-shirts in white(!!), ramune and evangelion waffles.

There was shitload of people

With my hipster bestie in front of Rathaus

Weather was nice but waaaay tooo hot for me.

And this weekend I went with my grandpa and dad to some small car show.

I saw XD car for the first time, it was so cute!

And a pic I took on my way to Zagreb. 

bored

This recovery is the most boring one ever.

It's been almost 3 weeks now and I still can't do shit.

Looking at laptop screen is making my eyes tired but I can stare at cellphone screen for a really long time.

Weather outside is beautiful and warm, yesterday was 25°c, but only thing I can do is walk around the lake.

Actually, I can't really walk too much because year ago I fucked my leg while doing squats in gym and it stars hurting periodically so I start to limp.

My sleeping pattern is the most amusing thing in my life right now.

I wake up 2 times during the night, around 2:40 and 4:20 because my eyes are dry as a desert.

I go to sleep around midnight and wake up before 9am, regulary.

I miss my gym, put weight on again ugh.

I wanted to go to watch Croatian hockey championship finals but I have no one to go with.

Fuck my life.

Maybe I should have stayed in Rijeka but for some reason I still came back to Zagreb.

Got really bored so I went to work today, well I didn't really work, I just helped a bit.

On thursday we have some exam at warehouse, safety at work?

I have no clue what am I going to do there except I'll get to see my co-workers.

Pretty much everyone has seen me without glasses, including that stockman that always tries to talk to me, he even hugged me today :S

In the sea full of creepy and ugly people at work, I managed to fish a rather cute... boy (yeah, I think he's still in high school)

I haven't seen him for a quite a long time(they changed his shift goddamnit), but finally did yesterday and almost didn't recognise him because of new haircut. 

That was like the first time ever I liked someone's hair shorter! O:

I told my co-worker about that and she was like "Why didn't you say "hi" to him? You two know eachother!"

Know eachother = we saw each other in the warehouse couple of times including that mega awkward moment when he was in our way and my co-worker and I were looking at him and waiting for him to move when his superior started yelling at him and he was looking at me and got totally confused... "Did you see what have you done? You messed up the poor boy."

I know it's lame but these things make my day a bit better.

Okay, I'm bored again.

new eyes

Damn I haven't updated this thing for a month.

Mostly because I had no internet connection until last wednesday.

Straight to two most important things that have happened:

1. I got LASIK - no more glasses!

2. I got internet again

Although I was single this Valentines day, it was one of the happiest ones.

I was told that lovely doctor that did my pre-operation check up was assigned to do my operation.

Surgery was on 28th so anything that happened in those two weeks didn't matter.

Spent them by going to work, gym and listening to the radio because no internet.

When the day of surgery finally arrived I was forced to eat breakfast because of medicine I had to take.

Came to the clinic at 8am with my dad and suddenly all my emotions went numb.

Oh, getting eye scan by some bitch, meh.

Oh look, there is my lovely doctor, yay.

"Got any questions?" "Yes, but I can't seem to remember any of them at the moment"

Oh, Željko Bebek is here as well.

Oh, cute young assistant with medicine, thanks bro and seriously, put a smile on your face (he was told earlier to do that)

Oh, eyedrops... OHMYFUCKINGGOOD what the hell are those?! Tears of satan???

Spent next few minutes curled up in sofa because of the pain.

Oh, time for surgery already, FUCK!

I remember entering the surgery room and "seeing" doctor surrounded with few other people.

I was laid on the table under the machine with three lights and not sure if they do this with everyone, but doctor told his assistant to hold my hand which was like the sweetest this ever.

Small panic - they stuck my lashes so they don't get in the way.

The part when they strech your eye which I though it was going to be the worst, wasn't that bad.

But the part when they make the flap was scary as fuck!

I could feel something cutting my eye and could see stars like in cartoons, the doctor told me it is one of the uncomfy parts because I lose my sight for a few seconds.

Laser part was kinda disappointing because I expected star wars laser shit, instead I got some smelly sprinkle that felt like a llama was spitting on my face for 20sec.

Right eye was finished in like 5min that felt like 2, was really fast.

It was time for left eye and I slowly started to lose feeling in my legs but managed to get my shit together, plus doctor's voice was soooo relaxing.

After left eye was finished, doctor slowly set me in sitting position and teased me a little "is your heart beating fast?", his hands felt like ice compared to my body temperature.

Then he asked me what do I see and what's the time on the clock, dude, I could see already!!

Afterwards he took me to my dad who got further instructions how to handle me.

That was when apaurin hit me.

Got home, everything was going better than expect until my protection contact lense fell out.

It took a while till my mom understood that...

Okay, we survived that somehow.

Day 2 : check up in 8 in the morning.

Hell yes! My eyesight is 100% back!! I could read all the letters!

Shortly after coming back home my right eye started to hurt really bad I couldn't even open it.

"Dad go buy me painkillers!" "Yeah, as soon as Natko finishes the race, he's number 43" "Goddamnit dad I can't open my fucking eye!!!!"

In the evening things got a bit better (after drinking 4 painkillers) so dad and I were building a lego while mom was on pilates.

Everything was going fine until day 4 when I got blood blister on my right eye.

But next day on check up I was told it was fine, but thing that wasn't fine is that I got female doctor instead of my doctor ;___;

I really love my doctor, he's a special person in my life now since he's the one who got my sight back.

It's been 12 days since surgery.

I still can't spend much time on pc because it hurts my eyes.

Went to a hockey game two days ago and put half a tube of eyedrops in my eyes.

Still getting used to life without glasses, everything is much easier now.

I even learned how to put eyedrops in my eyes.
Only my sleeping pattern got weird.
I always wake up around 2 and 4 am to put eye drops, always.
And I'm completely awake around 8am.

Life's cool right now.

Here are some pics~

There was Šalata Winter Classic last month, it was one of best hockey games I've ever seen.

All of my favourite players were playing and it even had fireworks in the end.

Got new watch, the one on the left <3 

8am selfie right before surgery

Dad and I built a lego!!

My new best  friend - dinolamp!

Mixels lego!!

Hey there!

Last hockey game of the season I've been to.

Medveščak lost 4:0 to Lev Prague in playoffs but still they were awesome.

Going to the game was a bit too much for my eyes, but I just had to go!

Typing this post for second time because I fucked something up and lost everything.

U tri picke materine i sve.

Because horrible pain in my back and shoulder wasn't bad enough.

2 weeks ago my dad came to visit me and we planned to go around the town but on that very day snow decided to fall (3 days before that outside was +17°c)

Good thing about that : SNOW!!

Bad thing : we were stuck whole day in the apartment, starving and waiting for mom to come back.

Took her hour and half to get home but we successfully arrived to Bosnian restaurant <3

Next day things got back to normal so we took a walk to the post office, I had to pick up new wig for cosplay I'm making.

Dad and I went to a hockey game in the evening in Arena, was fun.

Last week I was like : studying, working, being angry for no reason, hungry, going to gym, overthinking about surgery, snow, hockey, successfully avoided seeing my ex.

Went out for a change on thursday.

Expected japanese music, got some lame shit and Rob Thicke and watched feminists dancing to his music.

This made me even more grumpy than I already was when I stepped in the club.

At least I got to eat sushi and listen to Kyary Pamyu Pamyu, totally sugoi desu.

Had movie night with highschool firends on saturday <3

With two of them I wasn't a really good friend back then, we argued all the time.

But 4 years later they started to miss me I guess and acted nice to me.

Or is it just me with no normal friends nowdays?

We watched Shonen Merikensack, random crap on youtube, teased me because every boy I like must be gay, are tons of junk from Lidl...

Now we wait for 9th of April to see God is an Astronaut together.

I should go back to studying, but instead I am being depressed because for third year in a row I won't be going skiing.

And my back hurts really bad.

eye want to see

Haven't made post here in a while due to lack of internet and free time.

I have rather normal internet connection when I'm in Rijeka, but I just spend two days there and that's not enough to even catch up on anime I'm watching.

Every time I'm there I spend my days at home with Aba in my lap and not passing through front door because of god awful weather and preferably with my parents yelling at me to go studying.

Speaking of studying, I finally passed something, praise the insects!

My life in Zagreb is everything but boring.

I spent few days a week working and I've started going to gym last week.

It's fun at work as long as I'm not working in Metro.

2 weeks ago boss sent me there to work with some guy.

I was excited at first because he's a man, men are strong, he's gonna help me.

My excitement died the very first second he stepped out of his hand-pimped car blasting cajke,

Disappointment was born very first minute we stepped into the store where he left me alone with shitload of heavy stuff which resulted in shoulder injury, thanks on your "offered" help, asshole.

At first I was ignoring the pain, but today I went to pharmacy to buy some healing gel because I got sick and tired of waking up 3 times in the middle of sleep because pain would wake me up.

Back to taking-medicine-every-fucking-day period of my life.

Even my salary is late goddamnit!!!

But there is one of my mom's (and mine) colleague who is so nice to me and his presence always cheers me up, unlike other people who are scared of me, he's always chatting with me.

In past 23 days of january the best day was this past monday.

Procasination of getting out of bed because I felt like truck ran over me(fucking shoulder and gym) turned out to be a good idea because postman came with my Alice and the Pirates lucky pack <333

Didn't have much time to try it out so I rushed to uni to oral examination.

Upon arriving at uni I bumped into some of my friends I haven's seen in a while and loled at assistant who completely melted in with other students.

I was kind confused during examination (radix, radish) but passed!

That assistant is the best person in whole uni, unlike bunch of assholes he's actually trying to help you out and even remembers your name. 

After I passed this thing, I went straight home to unpack the lovely lucky pack <3

I was kinda confused with sizes...

Blouse is perfect in my bust but sleeves are kinda short, I usually struggle to fit in JSKs with my bust but this time JSK is too wide! 

Socks are kinda meh, but bag was surprisingly nice.

Here's a pic of everything and a pic of me after eye check up with huge pupil.

No full outfit pic because I do not have a mirror and have absolutely no idea how does the JSK fit me -_-

In the afternoon I had pre-laser eye operation check up.

As usual I was very nervous and scared, but was curious about doctor.

Until now I only had female doctors who were frigid bitches and after every check up I'd end up mentally broken.

This time I got an angel sent from heaven, a male doctor. *____*

His assistant or whatever wasn't bad looking either, although it was awkward as he spoke to me in polite tone but was like 2 or 3 years older than me.

But what blew my mind was the main doctor who was the first person ever to do stuff with my eyes without me fainting or starting crying.

I was qualified for LASIK surgery, but didn't give that much damn about it since I was amazed with doctor and the way he treated me and explained everything.

3 days later I'm still amazed xD

I wish he could perform the surgery but he's still too young.

And damn I ship those two >___>

Today my dad came to Zagreb!

Woohoo family time.

He went to do eye check up as well and I went with him hoping to see my doctor somewhere, but didn't :/

Today I found some MAC cosmetics for sale for the first time in Croatia.

Hella expensive but I think I might buy a new lipgloss... when I get my salary -.-