how's your sex life?

I feel special.

My dog has apsolutely no confidence in my driving skills.

Everytime she sees me taking car keyes, she gets upset/excited and follows me till yard gate.

And then she sits and stares at my car until I leave, no matter how long it takes me to start the engine.

Right now, I just went to re-park my car.

The whole time she was sitting and carefully looking at my car.

She only does that with me, never with my parents or grandad.

Last two days were quite fun :D

We had movie night on friday.

My friends decided to pick me up since I didn't have my car.

They gave me some lovely b-day gifts, they don't know it, but they mean a lot to me.

I buy myself a lot of expensive shit,, but I'm rhe happiest when given anything from someone else.

We drove till first crossing where they found a scooter and debated shouldthey take it with us or not.

Then we continued by taking some shortcut and ending up in wrong direction.

Somehow got out without being hit by someone and then we went to buy some firweorks.

Did some food shopping, fucked up stopping by bus station several times, picked up others and went to my best friend's place to watch movieeeessss...

First we watched The Room.

Our minds were literally blown away.

And we watched Rubber.

To sum up I'll just copy my friend's words: Now I know which movies I'll never watch again.

Later we couldn't stop joking about movie quotes.

"I did naat hit her, oh hi Mark"

Yessterday I had just 4 hours of sleep, but didn't feel that much like a shit.

Went with mom and grandmom to Ljubljana.

Got nostalgic when found Stimorol chewing gum pack on the street.

Got depressed when saw price of Alexander McQueen dress on sale.

In the end I bought Kenzo jumperskirt, even though I planned on buying lolita dress :|

But it was so fucking perfect.

Wanted to buy pants but.... who the fuck designs those?

They were so fucking tight in my knees, I couldnt bend them and they were floating around my waist.

I wanted to see my bf in the eveining and after arguing he decided to take me with him.

Was fun with his friends, finally saw one of his best friends again hoho.

He's member of our drift team called Dat Krew and we had our first meeting yesterday.

Went to my car and tried to opet the hood but failed miserably.

Later we decided to drive around town a bit.

It was fun with 3 boys arguing over who fucked up everything and me looking like Jesus and trying to keep the engine alive in second gear.

Kenzo dress I bought.

Looks crappy in the pic but irl it's perfect!!

TopShop Jesus hairdress and ring.

My bf and his friend posing with my car who was the worst parked car on parking lot because I tried to avoid the dead seagull.

I'm trying to find Singstars for PS2 to download and it's fucking impossible!

And I should be studying but... ugh. 

21

Why?

Why is weather always fucked up on my birthday?

Why are all the dresses I want to buy when I have money sold?

WAAAEEE?? D:

So yeah.

Had Christmas lunch with mah family yesterday.

Got money.

Now I can fuck bitchez.

Lol no, I can only sit in the corner and wait for my best friend to get "body lines" so we cen get tattoos.

And I can cry as well because I wasn't fast enough to buy dresses I like.

Now I can wait until the skirt I want is sold as well.

Mah, need to wait until saturday, going to Ljubljana because sales are on.

Cheap burando aw yisss.

Got 300 point from CDJapan.

I think I'll spend them on some yaoi.

Well, I spent my Christmas reading yaoi and listening to new songs from IAMX and Hurts which matched perfectly with my mood.

For next 364 days I'll be 21 years old.

Still 4 more years I can drive cars with more than 109 horse power yesss.

But today I won't drive a shit because I can hardly see my neighbour's house because of the fog.

I guess my mom or cousin will take me to the cinema, going to watch Hobbit.

Got amazing 1€ discount because I'm paying with my Maestro card, god bless plastic money.

And here's a pic of me and my bf from Vienna sitting at some U-bahn station

perfect

Hometown again and I feel like crap.
I'm still tired from trip to Vienna plus I got annoyed over New year's eve.
So a friend, who's known for his organisation failures, invited 16 people to his appartment.
Some of them I don't know and I don't even want to get to know them.
Ugh, I guess I'll just hide in corner and play pokemon, luckily I'll have my car with me.

Another thing that bothers me is my wish to have one more dog.
I looooove dogs and I wish I could have one in Zagreb with me.
Today I saw that some girl found abandoned 3-month old retriever and she's giving her away aaaand I can't have it.
It's fucking frustrating.

I should be studying now but my mind keeps going blank and my eyes keep closing.

Yesterday I was in Vienna!
We traveled whole night so I slept for like 5h or something.
We arrived quite early so there was no one around and most of the stores were closed so we joined up the guided tour a bit.
Had breakfast at Mozart cafe and looked like crap compared to other elegant people around us.
Afterwards we went to Albertina which was across the road and spend 3 hours there.
Since my boyfriend doesn't function well when hungry, we went across the road again and had lunch in one of those self service restaurants.
He complained about me eating wienerschnitzel again and I wanted to stab him in the eye.
After the lunch we went to Morawa so I could buy some manga.
Since my legs hurt as hell I could reach half of them so I grabbed two volumes of Sekaiichi hatsukoi and some 18+ tagged crap.
Wanted to buy some magazines, but was too short to reach anything and my bf was useless.
Than I decided we go to Mariahilferstr. which was fucking crowded.
Managed to buy a t-shirt at my favorite store and since we couldn't do anything because of the crowd and our legs hurt, we decided to go to Christkindlmarkt.
Shitloads of people again.
Got ourselves punch and guhlwein and sat in front of park a bit.
Went for crowd diving round no.2 to get krapfen and decided to go buy me a b-day gift.
I wanted a choker with deer antler but in store they told us they don't have collars at all.
Oh fuck you.
We arrived home quite fast although we were the slowest bus on the road.
Our guide was some funny old guy, it's pitty that we didn't listen to the whole tour.

doom

On tuesday I actually went out for a change.
First I went to opening of photography exhibition.
My mom's colleague invited me because she knows I like photography.
She's also friends with a photographer who won the 1st place.
He and his wife were amazed with my lolita outfit and I was shocked because his wife acutally knew what lolita fashion is.
Afterwards I went to art clubbing event where my friends had fashion show and exhibition.
But couldn't stay too long and in the end I didn't even see the faishion show because there was a delay.
The next day, friend told me that had a really fucked up situation with some band who was playing before them.

Last week I was in Rijeka.
One morning I woke up and read the news about one of my favorite hockey players and my ex-neighbour leaving the team.
My brain went blank for half an hour.
Because few days before announcement he took part in many charity actions and even bought gifts for children and promoted our hockey club and his departure was like a boom!
Well, got over it(somehow) and the new guy looks nice, has long hair hoho...
While I was home, I decided to go out with my friends.
We don't usually go out, but when we do, it's really bizzare.
I was supposed to go ti chinese restaurant with my best friend only, but he ended up inviting 10 more people so it was funny when 12 of us showed up.
Food was okay, although I prefer the other china restaurant...
Then we wanted to go to drink something but all the cool places were full as our stomaches so we decided to go home.
When we were on half way to parking lot where my car was, a friend called and said he couldn't start his engine because he left the lights on for 3h, genious.
I went home and the next day guys told me he couldn't start the engine even after the help of other guys.

Today I went with my bf for a walk around downtown since it's the last day we can see it in christmas edition.
Tomorrrow the world ends (right on time when I have to wake up yey).
But in case it doesn't end, we'll be going to Vienna :D
And my dad will come to Zagreb and we'll pick up the new washing machine.
Not really sure how is everything going to fit in our car on sunday when we're going back home...
On my moms's Mondeo windscreen broke while she was in Italy (oh joy) and she got her colleague's car which is a lot smaller comparing to her "boat".

cold

Spent the weekend at home with my bf who got stuck at my place.
Snow started falling on friday night so he decided to stay over.
When I woke up next morning at 8am (fuck you cold) and looked through the window, everything was white.
Snow has been falling on saturday like crazy, public transport collapsed, people with cars were stuck or their cars were on fire...
And I got temperature.

Yesterday was a bit better because it was sunny.
I managed to persuade my bf to take a walk in snow with me.
In the evening I had to dig out a parking place for my mom because the yard was full of snow.
She gave my my belated st.Nicolaus gift <3

Luckily today I don't have ecology lectures.
Outside is like -12°c and my uni is known for its lack of heating.
And I slept like shit because of my runny nose -.-

Now, I'm  in dilemma.
Don't know should I go back to my hometown or should stay here.
If I go home, I'd see Aba and dad and my best friend, and go to new chinese restaurant and shooting range.
But then, I'd have to go to uni to get some paper which I'll need to make a student card to get cheaper bus ticket for returning back on sunday...
And if I stay here I'd go to Hobbit premiere, go to gym and hockey meeting and be with my bf...

Argh...
I need to think about everything -.-
Off to write some paperwork for ecology.

antler

Caught cold again, ugh.

Sore throat is so fucking annoying.

I went to uni today thing "oh, I'll be done by noon".

But I was wrong.

With a lack of sleep and no breakfast I arrived an hour too early.

When people arrived I realised we also have lesson, not just practical work.

That meant - 6 hours of lectures and only 15min break.

Not to mention it was cold as on North pole...

Now I just don't want to hear word antler or horn for 2 weeks.

Yesterday I was all hyped up because of field trip.

We went to Maksimir for like 6th time in 2 years...

I started hating everything when after an hour of standing in the same place on -2°c professor couldn't stop talking and everyone was frozen.

But I had smile on my face because I was stalking that strange guy most of the time.

I realised he's got perfect legs, but is still creepy...

Second part of our field trip was at the other side of town so we stopped at main square to buy wine and sausages, x-mas feels.

As we were reaching the end of trip I got so fucking exhausted and my ankle started to hurt really bad.

On our way back to main square I got really sick ideas with men in heels and saw some fucking expensive heels in a store for 1000€...

While we were waiting for a girl who used to be the same year as me, my friend decided he wants to buy chocolate advent calendar so we went to retro Kraš chocolate store <3

And after 6 hours of walking outside we went to lunch with my bf and the lunch was awful.

Snow should start falling anytime soon.

And weather forecast says : you're not leaving the house this weekend.

snow

Had a busy and exhausting day today.

It's snowing outside again.

My bf decided to sleepover so we'll watch Wreck it Ralph and eat some sweets.

Got lucky today and got 600g of Bananko for cheap price ^^

But can't eat too much because my stomach is being jerk again -.-

Will write tomorrow a bit more about field trip and freezing.

Going to watch some more snowfall <3

nikola

The day started completely wrong.

Went to uni early in the morning to write exam.

It was horrible and strange guy didn't show up.

After I arrived back home, I realised I don't have a key.

Luckily mom was still at work so I went back to centre to pick it up.

It was actually a good thing to go to center because tomorrow is St.Nicolaus and I haven't bought the stick for my boyfriend.

There was lots of lovely sticks, I bought him one with chimney sweeper.

And I paid for trip to Vienna for Christmas~

When I arrived back home I didn't have time to go to gym so I played with make-up and read yaoi.

Last night I found about mangaka Minase Masara and I love her works!

And new chapter of Sekaiichi hatuskoi made me happy.

Read this and loved it.

My with crown and fucked up fringes.

Gift for my bf, I'll tell him in the morning that St.Nicolaus left him something in his slipper.

Taken with mah new tablet muaahaha.

I should make some free space on ds card for tomorrow, but hate doing it because anytime I put it in laptop, blue screen appears -.-

Tomorrow is field trip again.

It snowed yesterday a bit and I thought it would fall a bit more so tomorrow we would have some lovely scenery to take pictures, but NO.

Best friend said he might visit me next week.

If he really comes, I'll be the happiest person in the world!

But knowing my luck, he probably won't come -_-

disko rak

Got my early b-day gift - Samsung Galaxy Note.

Not something that I really wanted, but I knew my mom wasn't going to buy me a new dress or shotgun.

Honestly, if I bought any cheaper tablet, it would have been total crap.

This one is just like my laptop, except there is no tumblr application.

Bought it in Austria because of 100€ cheaper price.

We went to our favourite store in Villach and left whole fortune in Spar.

I got smoothies(which my stupid mom gave to my boyfriend), Jäger flask and shirt with deers.

Also bought these shits in kiosk, but was disappointed when I got all stupid cards :/

Last tuesday I went to a hockey game again.

We lost, but that didn't matter because it was teddy bear toss!!

My teddy was picked up last, special one...

But it was one of the cutest hockey moments ever.

Tomorrow I'm going to gym again.

On thursday I strained myself and couldn't walk properly until yesterday.

Every fucking muscle on my body hurt like hell and I ran out of painkillers.

And first snow of the season fell!

Enjoyed only for a few seconds yesterday when my mom pulled over at the petrol station because I had to go to the toilet.

But I'm still waiting for snow to fall on Zagreb.

I want it to fall on thursday because we're going on a field trip again and I want to take lovely photos >.<

tableta

Finally got some free time and my laptop just for myself so I can write new post!

My bf has been staying at my place for last 4 days so he took over the laptop.

And oh god he's so useless.

I left the appartment at sunrise and came back when sun set with hope that he cleaned at least something, but no.

He's been living in his appartment for 3 months now and cleaned it only once.

I'm afraid to go there.

Yesterday we finally went to the gym.

It took us 20min instead of 10 because he wanted to take a "shorter way".

I'm more that satisfied with gym because it has random TVs and some of them have Sherlock <3

And my family has been acting reaaaaaally weird lately.

My dad decided out of blue to buy me tablet for birthday.

Even my mom said it's alright and we could go to Austria next weekend to buy it, but this might fail because of the snow.

This must be some trap.

So I've visited few shopping centers to see if they've got anything.

My dad went to Sony center and asked if they've got Xperia S tablet, but the shop assistant had no idea it even existed.

I found only Samsung galaxy, they're like everywhere!!!

But I love the fact the everything has been christmassed-up <3

This is a tree in front of shopping center near my apartment, my favourite in the town. 

I've got headache now...

Had ecology lesson at 8am which is too early for me.

The strange guy had his spider web sweater today again, I still want it.

We had exam which went okay, I guess... >.>

After exam we decided to have lunch but there was some tram jam so we had to go by foot.

No problem at all... -.- I really hate location of my uni.

Than I decided to spend  some time at the center of town with my friend.

It didn't take me long to find a place to spend money - Milka chocolate for 0,66€

We went to bookstore and H&M to stalk some guy and to caffe.

Was fun, but travelling home was a disaster during the rush hour -.-

And it has been too hot lately.

We went to bubble tea on saturday and I was boiling in my coat.

Ended up walking around in short sleeved shirt -.-

And fucking mosquitoes, I can't stand them anymore.

Got 4 bites on my left wrist.

Living near swamp, worst thing ever, but I like the hood.

And this shit is the best <3

blueish

I ate a bit too much for dinner and I feel bloated now.

Instead of studying, I think I'll just play Pokemon and listen to Cloudkicker.

Sun sets so fucking early and when it's dark I don't feel like doing anything -.-

Weather outside is sooooo gray.

You just want to stay in bed all day and feel useless.

I can't even remember what I did yesterday.

Today I woke up at 9:30 only to realise that lesson has been postponed to 14:00.

So I went back to bed and slept until 11:15.

Since I had more time to get ready I put on my gothic lolita dress :3

I felt so great in a dress for a change, but had a bit trouble putting the coat over.

And the only one who complimented me was my gay friend whoo...

Today instead of socially awkward penguin moment I had retarded schoolgirl moment -.-

My friend started to tease me "oh, your lover is here" when the guy passed near us and I had the worst reaction ever "aaah, shut up you stupid!!".

I hate being me sometimes.

Here's a pic of my gear-uncle! :D

I wish to punch that guy in the face whenever I look at phytocenology.

Where there is desire
There is gonna be a flame
Where there is a flame
Someone's bound to get burned

autumn

Today I volunteered at dog show.

Had some problems, but fuck it.

The best thing, apart from free sandwich, was that I got ring with CORGIS!

There was one uber cute fluffy corgi which was too fat.

Judge wrote on his paper "likes his food too much!". 

Tomorrow I'm doing the same thing with newfoundlands and Bernese mountain dogs.

Love these <3

My dad visited me this weekend.

I love spending time with him since I don't see him very much.

We went to do little shopping together.

At electronic store we bumped into some 3D TV which was playing Girls's Generation music videos.

He also told me I should get myself a tablet.

After we bought light bulb and some other random craps, he bought us some chesnuts.

He's one of the best dads in the world.

And I've found this pic of me and my friend from exactly 4 years ago.

Meanwhile, I gave up on this visual kei shit and she gave up on gothic lolita.

But we're still great friends <3

Boyfriend and I were watching news on TV together earlier and they were showing general Gotovina again.

He was like "I believed in my friends, which means all of you"

I shouted "Why don't you invite them for a coffee then?!"

He was about to leave the reporters when he turned around and said "Would you like some coffee? Come in, just turn the camera off"

My mind was blown.

deerstalker

Studying time~

Ugh, I've got 2 exams in week and a half.

One of them is phytocenology which was "brought" to my uni by my great-uncle.

He was the boss there 70 years ago...

And now, his great-niece is back to be the biggest family fail.

Yesterday Arena Ice Fever started and I went with my friend.

As expected, because two of us were there, our team lost and played horrible.

We jinx them every single time, even if they had 10 wins in a row before that...

The part of game that almost made me cry was the blind lady and her guiding dog who there the first puck.

To make things even more touching, they shut the lights down so we could see how it feels to be blind.

And two days ago book fair started!

It was kinda meh, couldn't find any forest related book or anything with animals.

But I saw a girl who was learning german with my several years ago, haven't seen her in ages.

Today I went again to book fair to give it a second chance.

Ended up buying a eko chocolate cookie and a keychain.

Tried putting some make-up on... could have ended up worse.

I've found in my mailbox new Kettner catalogue!

It was quite small but contains so much pretty things.

Since I've been into deers lately, those things were perfect!

And my friend told me this morning that my ex added her as a friend on Facebook.

I seriously have no idea what's wrong with that guy.

We broke up 4 years ago, will you please leave people I know alone?

busy

My back, my legs, my everything hurts!!

Two days ago we had field trip to Sljeme.

Althought I didn't have to climb it up, I killed my muscles on our way down.

Because I HAD to be at front of the line, I was rushing and didn't care about walking properly.

I went up with the first group so we arrived an hour before the rest of us and had time to eat the breakfast on fresh air.

I've finally made contact with strange guy!

He's kinda cute when he talks... which is almost never.

We were walking for about 3 hours and I paired up with my gay friend who I don't see so often so we discussed all sorts of random crap.

When we were almost near end, professor decided we should take the most fucked up way to the bottom.

At one point I got so exhausted that my mind just shut down and I just stared at the path we were walking on and tried to get on tram as fast as I can.

I spent the rest of the day waiting for the evening so I could go to sleep.

Yesterday I had hunting lesson.

We learned about deers and wasn't so stressful as first time I got there.

Even during the exercises one of the cuter boys offered me help to carry the chair.

Boys from general forestry are somehow funny because they are so into hunting.

They always rush to sit in front row and keep discussing hunting and weapons.

Next weekend is like... everyting is happening weekend.

My dad is coming to visit me in Zagreb, some of my friends might come as well, Arena Ice Fever begins, book and snow fair is going to be held and on the top of everyting... I got a job!

At the same time as everything, there is also going to be a dog show and I'll be working there.

I'm excited because I've always wanted to work there, but I'm scared as well because I'll fuck something up.

penguins

Okaaay... my plans have just crushed down.

Fuck.

At first I got really excited about fan meeting with hockey players.

Even Dustin Jeffrey the penguin from Pittsburgh Penguins is going to be there!

Since I don't want to go there alone, I asked my bf to go with me.

b-u-t

He's going to some lecture about literature/philosophy shit.

And then I realised he also can't make it to hockey match we planned to go.

Now what?

Hating everything.

And today at uni I had the worst socially awkward penguin moment ever!

I went on an exam and since I came too early I started reading the script again.

When suddely - a wild the srange guy appears.

He sat next to me, but we didin't speak a word at all.

I was awkwardly staring at the fucking wood in front of me.

We even left the classroom at the same time, but still didn't say a word.

At least he held the door for me.

truffles

I'm supposed to be studying but instead I'm reading drama on /cgl/ about some 30-year old creep who stalks lolitas and has a video where talks about jerking off on lolita clothes while wearing his mom's dress.

Brilliant.

Yesterday we had a field trip whoooo!

Woke up at 5am(somehow), grabbed my stuff, left the building and BAM! got hit by heat wave...

5th od November at 5:30 and it's 20 motherfucking degrees outside?!!

Since we were fucking slow at entering the bus, we had to sit right behind professor, but I didn't mind because... extra space for legs whoooo!

When we passed Vrbovsko, weather became pure shit and part of motorway was closed because of wind so we took the old road which wasn't any better.

When we arrived in Rijeka for a short break, we bumped into "rush hour" at toilet -.-

Continued to Istra and arrived into some village and I had no clue where the heck on earth are we, but there was no rain.

Got food, took picture with huge truffle went to the forest.

Got to forest, talked about truffles, left for another forest.

Got to another forest, I think that strange guy realised that I was staring at him the whole fucking time so we were standing next to each other while listening about truffles for an hour, left to some other village for lunch.

Meanwhile it got so fucking warm that I was wearing only t-shirt.

Got food, got even more food, got some more food and they gave us some food.

Chilling in the restaurant's garden was one of best things in the world.

I kept getting messages about rain in other towns while I was absorbing sun in lovely Japanese style garden and playing Pokemon.

Had a chance to talk with the dude but I fucked up because I'm a coward.

I really wish to get to know him because he is so strange, unlike other boys in my uni.

Headed back home and for some reason I couldn't fall asleep in the bus.

I realised that this whole semester I am so lonely.

People I know are either in other groups or don't attend the same lessons as I do.

The whole trip I talked to 3 people who I knew from first year.
But during the trip I got messages from my best friend and it made me sooo happy.
I really want to see him, I miss him all the time :(

Today I went to uni to realise the assignment I was given was useless shit.

Assistant tried to find me something else but failed.

As I rushed out of building I didn't see the guy hanging out with my colleagues until my friend(who was high) shouted for me, but at that moment they went to the lesson and I went to the station listening to random crap about America's Idol.

yes homo

Weather outside is pure shit.

And I feel like shit too.

Last few days I didn't sleep well so the time I've spent awake I was shaking the whole time.

I am a bit concerned about tomorrow.

We're going on a field trip but the weather forecast is bad and I have a lack of sleep.

I need a talk with my best friend :/

Yesterday I went to Ljubljana~

We went to buy some apples and antifreeze liquid.

I was really happy with the stuff I got:

- OPI nailpolish from James Bond Skyfall collection

- Warm-up tights for those days when I want to wear skirts to the ice cave (university)

- Big The Dog plushie!!

- ...and a bunch of Innocent smoothies

Aaaand I dunno what else to write.

I might add some photos later.

One of the things i'm allergic to are early mornings.

Whenever I wake up before 8am I get nauseous and have stomachaches.

And next monday I have to wake up at 5am because I have to be before 6am at my uni.

I feel sick already.

I remember the pain in my stomach from every single time I went somewhere this early.

We're going to Motovun to learn about truffles.

Among all the people going, I know just one, my dear friend who, last time we went to Papuk, couldn't stop talking for 3 hours.

I guess we'll play Pokemon the whole way, unless he's overslept again.

Today was cold, but sunny!

I went to the post office in my bf's hood.

His hood is quite interesting and green.

When we got on tram to go to eat something an eldery man stood up and said "sit down young man, you have to be rested for tonight" ;D

I almost said "yeah, for chess"

And my asshole bf wants to cut his already short hair again -.-

I wouldn't mind it so much if his skin wasn't so horrible and if he cleaned his ears from time to time...

He's not bad looking, but sometimes I really wish to put a paper bag on his head.

Last few days definition of beauty to me has been Raja <3

He's a drag queen, but looks hot out of drag.

I should be studying right now, but don't feel like doing anything.

halloween

Finally got my laptop power adapter back <3

It is well known that boys at my uni mostly look like shit.

But today, one boy caught my eye.

First time I saw him was in september while we were waiting for exam(which I miserably failed 3 times), but seemed a bit creepy.

In this semester we both attend ecology so I see him every monday.

Today he was dressed in spider web sweater which I'd kill for to wear on halloween...

I hope I don't end up being a total creep staring at him whole time -.-

But damn his style... <3

I went on a halloween partey this saturday with my lolita bitchez.

Was fun, ate too much, talked for a bit and met Ela Dvornik hoho.

My tights and shoes were the shit.

On friday we went to shooting area in Belovar - Moravče.

Only thing visible were my pink streaks and orange clay pidgeons because of the fog.

Black nails, pink hair and green hunting jacket definately don't match.

Shooting the static target was clumsy because asistant kept pushing me forward so I was balancing on one leg.

And shooting the flying target was failure, as expected.

Yesterday first snow fell!

I wouldn't be so excited I was my mom...

She traveled almost 4 hours instead of hour and half to Zagreb.

Oppa!!

Last 3 times I watched news on tv, Psy was on.
It's kinda funny.
Even my dad likes him.
Back in the day, he hated asian music I listened to.
I still remember 9 years ago when he found out that I listen to j-rock...

Other stuff, my laptop is out of use until sunday.
But I managed to watch Rupaul's all stars and Adventure Time on ipod.
Well, last two days I spent lying in the bed, listening to Hyuna and U-kiss and playing Pokemon Diamond.
I should really start studying -.-

And yeah, I moved my butt to watch hockey!
Was fun, but couldn't cheer much because of cold I caught.
And there were some nice goals :D

Bored to death.
Got period.
Caught a cold.
Forgot laptop's power adapter in Rijeka.
Tumblr on iPod keeps crashing.
Hate pretty much everything.

njah

I've had some weird dreams last night.

First thing I remember was taking the wrong bus, then after taking the right bus I realise that Indians have started to build something in my hood. 

Than somehow I end up hanging out with hockey players and they tell me that one of them is gay.

Than is that weird scene with Vin Diesel in Lada Niva and some creepy shit and my dream ends...

But I stayed in bed until 11:30 and played Pokemon.

On friday I had hunting lesson!

Everything is geat except the people.

What the fuck is wrong with you? Who on earth could give a birth to something THAT stupid?

I was standing alone because I didn't know anyone and some girl who was lost just like me started talking to me, so we separated from the rest.

But rest of girls started bitching and saying "Look at those two, they don't talk to anyone, they think they're special. There will be problems"

Bitch please, you didn't bother even to ask what my name was -.-

Yesterday I had ecology/truffle lesson!

Everything was great untill we were separated into groups.

Of course, my friends arre in the first one with that male asisstent.

I'm stuck with some woman-assistent and people I don't really like.

Shoot me in the face.

On saturday I went bookshopping with my bf.

Found the best deal in the town - instead of 500 I paid 100 kuna!

He was searching for some non-existing philosophy books, managed to find one after I yelled at him to ask the shop asisstant for help.

We had mochi for breakfast :3

Now I'll try writing the seminar.

LED

Sooo...

I'm feeling happy for a change (at least trying not to think about crap).

There are two reasons and first one is that I finally signed up for second year of university (after waiting for ages) and got all the approval to attend hunting lesson.

I'll probably be getting a shotgun for my birthday...

And second reason is that Medveščak got NHL player from my favorite NHL team, Pittsburgh Penguins!

It's not Kris Letang as I secretly hoped (;__;), it's Dustin Jeffrey.

I won't be seeing his premiere  this friday because I'm out of money and I plan on buying Pokemon >.>

Yesterday I had a quite busy day.

Arrived at 8am to uni and waited for stupid sign-up lady to start working.

When I finally got in, she told me I had to get proffessor's signature.

Luckily he was in his office so I rushed back to get rest of sign-up paperwork done.

But the lovely lady shut the door right in front of my nose and said she'll start working again at 11am (it was 9:30 at that moment).

After almost dying in front of her office, she summed up how much I need to pay, but when I left her office I saw fucking wall of China long queue and decided I should bring back papers the next day.

Met up with my bf to go buy him new display, this wouldn't be interesting if he didn't insist on going to some pit in the middle of nowhere.

Took the bus and arrived to some part of Zagreb that didn't look like Zagreb at all aaaand of course they didn't have the display he wanted and they couldn't even order it because it hasn't been for sale for a while even though it is stated on their website as best buy/recommendation.

Well fuck you and your pittyful store.

So we walked a bit to a shopping centre nearby and found nothing again.

Since we were nowhere we had to find a bus which wasn't easy.

At first we waited for half an hour on wrong station when we realised that the correct station is 200m further.

Another half an hour later we got on a bus and went to eat something with a friend.

During the lunch my friend recommened two more stores with IT shits.

First one - found it and it's perfect BUT not for fucking sale -_-

Second one - bingo finally!! Not a Korean one, but will do, also bought keyboard.

Came home at 5pm tired as fuck.

Current problem : do I have lessons and will Pokemon Black ver2 go on sale this friday?

hunter

Slept for 4 hours, somehow woke up, went hunting with my dad.

Nothing would have been a problem if I didn't have my tipical morning stomachache.

So dad left me and Aba in car while he was filling up registration papers, but Aba could remain still for more than 5sec so she kept jumping around the car and hitting me in stomach where hurt the most -.-

Okay, dad returened, we met with his friend and begun hunting... and then oak branch hit me right in the eye.

Couldn't see a shit for next 10min until we spotted a pheasant, but we missed it.

Eventually, another hunter shot it and gave it to us later.

He also had english setters who were even thinner than Aba, and had some annoying buzzer around the neck that kept making hillarious sounds like alien space ships which matched the place around us(which wasn't forest, but some rocky shit I dunno).

Dad gave me a chance to try out his shotgun and I wasn't so bad at shooting even though it's still ringing in my left ear...

Than we picked some mushrooms, went on a coffee and visited his friend to see his rotweiler puppies :3

His friend offered me to buy his beautiful shotgun when I pass the hunting exam and he even offered to give me one for free when he gets new puppies <33

Came home, ate lunch, went to forest again.

A.k.a. enough forest for today.

Other stuffs :

Yesterday I went to theatre to watch some comedy about gays and drag queens.

I loved it mostly because the night before I was watching Rupaul's drag U with Raven and Carmen Carerra.

And my boyfriend had 19th b-day!

I even made him a cake~

Pokemon Black & White version 2 should be out on friday and I want to buy it sooo baaaad.

Tomorrow new episodes of Adventure Time and Regular Show are up, but before doing anything tomorrow,  I have to sign up for next year on university ugh...

I get sick just from thinking about my fucking university.

Nah, I'm too tired to think about anything now.

Gonna help my dad cleaning the shotgun, pack stuff and head to Zagreb again.

noid

Lately I've been dressing up unusally plain for me, mostly becuse it's october already but it's still too fucking hot and I hate it.

Can't remember when was the last time my hair was out of pony tail...

I want autumn so I can finally put on some lolita clothes.

Spent weekend looking like this(carrying upper shirt in my arms most of the time)

Yesterday I went with my bf to Japanse cars fan meeting, he had a little presentation with his kendo club.

I really wish I could train kendo.

My mom keeps yelling at me that I'm fat and that I should do some sport, but when I said that I wanted to train kendo she said it was too expensive.

Funny thing was when I was entering the car, my cousin's stupid mops started to bark at me.

Why does he always bark in totally wrong situations??

Today I'm in Zagreb again.

Been to town, ate waffles, bought shit.

(juice tasted like real carrots for a change)

I still don't understand why are there only The Dog school products but no plushies?

bingeul bingeul

Listening to U-kiss, reading Cosmopolitan (somebody please kill me) and waiting for my mom to come home.

She went bowling with her colleagues, I never managed to go bowling with my friends cause we're organisation idiots.

My bf went home today by train, so I finally have PC all for myself.

He spent whole day yesterday playing Mahjong, I wasn't any better either, I can't stop playing Kingdom Hearts 3D.

Right now I'm in huge dillema - to spend my last money on plush Wonder Nyan a.k.a. Puffy or on Pokemon Black ver.2

Also, I have no idea what to get my bf for b-day... =_=

University is annoying me as usual...

I handed request for enrollment for hunting lesson yesterday and today they told me that I had to wait for almost 2 weeks for it to be processed.

Problem is that I can't enroll new school year without my index which I left in student office together with the  request paper.

Must prepare laptop for crashing down now...

Every fucking time I inster SD card, blue screen just pops up.

Feeling tired and fucked up because of university.

They really know how to properly fuck you up and make your life a nightmare.

So I'm just sitting here, staring at this gif, waiting for DS to recharge.

dream drop distance

Spent the week with my bf in Zagreb.

He's still searching for a roomate.

But looking at ads for roomates was actually fun because some of them were hillarious.

Some guy was looking for a roomate in 1-room flat and requirements were following : you must not have bf/gf and a lot of friends.

Few days ago my and bf's sallary arrived!

First thing I bought was Kingdom Hearts 3D for Nintendo 3DS which I bought day before and was actually working fine with no problems.

After that, my bf took me to the best ice cream in the town <3

The changed their exterrior to hot pink color that matched my clothes and hair.

Eventually I realised that Super Mario Muschroom I got in London would be perfect for my new DS ^^

Yesterday was beautiful, weather was perfect!

In the morning I thought that my whole day was going to be wasted at university, but we resceduled the exam for tuesday I I was free to go~

Since a friend sent me a message he was rowing at Jarun lake, bf and I decied to pay him a visit.

When we arrived to Jarun, we thought we could go to Arena for lunch because it seemed to be near.

Afer an hour and about 4km of walking and driving by bus we finally arrived to Arena, completely exhausted (plus, I got my period in the morning).

We drank bubble tea, ate the lassagne and took the bus home.

But that was not the end of our journey because we hand to walk another half a kilometer to my appartment.

The funny thing is that my bf had sprained ankle for the whole week, he made it even worse while we were rushing to the OM concert that evening because it was raining.

I hope he gets enough rest this weekend at home because we're going back to Zagreb on monday.

Forgot to write about OM concert which was just... chill despite the fact band members didn't really look like the people on the ticket.

When we got there we were completely soaked and umbrella was useless because of wind.

We were amazed with merchandise and low prices.

My bf got himself a t-shirt and also wanted the CD, but we didn't have enough money.

But I said "Imagine all the frustrations if you hadn't bought the beer, than we would be missing only 5 kuna!"

Still, he spend the whole night accusing me that I han't brought enough money.

It took us an whole fucking hour to get home.

little bit of everything

Failed the exam for 3rd time and feeling annoyed as fuck.

I'll try to go to uni tomorrow to see the exam and maybe try to grab some extra points or something.

But I have a feeling that it might fail miserably.

So tonight, I'm seeing Om with my boyfriend and I keep forgetting it.

Funny fact is that I've never listened to them.

I just hope the concert won't last too long.

Yesterday I finally moved my butt to town centre, haven't been there for a while.

As usual, main square was full with people because of fair of Croatian traditional products.

I love those fairs actually.

Than I went to bookstore, bought some random shit, went with bf on bubble tea and to the post office to pick up my package.

Doesn't sound exhausting, but it was so hot and there was no air so when I came home, I looked like I was ran over by a car.

Radman, jep, Corgi book is yours

Later I'll have to go to post office again to pick up Nintendo 3DS.

Bought it second hand, I hope it works properly.

Other stuff, I dyed my streaks in pink again :3

And got my Loki t-shirt...

That one friend that is just impossible to get rid of.

No matter what you say she just won't leave you alone.

What's even worse she keeps calling me on the phone even though I've told her million of times "I hate phonecalls, send me messages".

But NO.

"Cellphone's keyboard is broken so I can't text"

Get yourself a new fucking phone!

I wish I could go 12 years in the past and avoid hanging out with her from the start.

Pula ice fever

After getting very annoyed after university's announcement that they'll rise the scolarship, I went to Pula to get even more annoyed.

It's well known that people in Istria CAN'T drive so during the drive, I didn't only have stomach pain, but also nerve breakdown.

When we finally got there I was happy cause I got to see the players, but totally disappoint because there was nothing to buy at fan shop.

And I was so excited about new jersey...

So when I finally entered the amphitheatre, they announced that match will be postponded.

Hour and half and a death because of boredom later players finally arrived on ice that looked more like a pond.

During the game my view was blocked by fence and camera and random austrian guy was staring at me whole time.

Because the match started at 22:35, we left after second period because my mom couldn't wait any longer and Aba was home alone.

It took us 15 fucking minutes to exit.

Well, I arrived right on time to see players heading back to amphiteatre.

To conclude, it was fun, could have been better but could have been even worse and my mom seemed to be the most impressed of us all.

idiotizm

Back in mah hometown.

So I've finally seen our new car but didn't drive it much because weather is pure shit.

But still managed to be an idiot when I tried to drive it with brake pulled up.

While we were taking it to insurance office, I put Psy - Gangnam Style in our new mp3 player and said to my dad "this is currently the biggest hit on youtube!" and I was left amazed with his reply "is this Psy?".

If my dad has heard of it, then it is reaaally popular.

Kind of looking forward to friday.

Going to Arena Ice Fever in Pula, watching hockey game in 2000-year old roman amphiteatre~

But my lack of brain manage to fuck this up as well.

I bought tickets in first row so I'll be facing the fucking fence.

Idiot.

My annoying friend called me yesterday.

She was all in tears and I wondered what could possibly happen...

And her enormous problem was that her pipe was leaking when water was running so she couldn't wash dishes in kitchen.

You stupid hoe, call the plumber!