gbye 2013

2013 is coming to an end soon.
How was my 2013?
It was crap.

The year began with coming across lost HTC One X which died in march.
Nothing much interesting happened in first three months.
In april my relationship started to fall apart and completely fell apart in june.
Spent whole summer completely fucked up and avoiding every possible human contact.
Started to watch anime a lot and hating everyone which now makes me unable to live together with anyone for longer than 3 days.
Almost got kicked out of uni/gave up because I fucking hate it and everyone there is asshole.
Finally got my shit together in October when I got to see One Ok Rock live in Köln and attended Pandakon and got a part-time job.
In November I fell in love again... onesided as usual.
December was over way too fast.

Right now I'm still annoyed as hell.
Ran out of fabric for making cosplay, mom is making fun of me being fat, Aba is scared of fireworks and is jumping on my head...
Waiting for Dramatical murder download to finish but it is going to take several hours.

Happy new year.
Hope it'll be better than 2013.

quick erase it

Sitting in living room with mom behind my back, can't browse through tumblr or 4chan or read manga due nsfw content so I'll type this thing a bit.

I just finished sewing my very first skirt which is part of Ryuko cosplay.

Daft Punk - Technologic got stuck in my head while I was fighting with thread. 

But after about 2 hours I finally finished the most complicated part, the belt.

Tomorrow I'll continue sewing the top.

Sewing helps me to switch feeling of sadness with feeling of annoyance xD

I've been kinda depressed-ish lately, but it's okay, got used to it

Got out of house today whoo!

Went to Ljubljana to check winter sales.

Got fitness hoodie and new belt on quite nice bargain .

Other things I got were random sewing thingies, found fake leather material for cosplay hoho!

Christmas Eve I spent with my parents watching Watts on Eurosport.

Even the commercials were funny, those two are my favs

25th and 26th I spent at home, watching Saint Young Men and sewing.

Got some money for birthday which was enough to pay off my debt and to put aside for my Amiami preorders.

As usual, mom made the best cake ever which got more likes on Facebook than my profile picture. This is so fucking sad.

But I was really happy that people I met on One Ok Rock concert in Köln remembered my birthday <3

drove home for christmas

Got back home for holidays.

Practically I'm stuck at home due to a lot of housework and I've got no car.

Christmas and my bday is around the corner so we're planing what are we going to cook.

Since there is a lot of food in the house, I can't stop eating and I've just overeaten myself :/

Damn.. should learn some selfcontrol.

Tomorrow is fish day so I won't be eating much because I don't really like fish.

We're visiting my aunt and uncle so family lunch time yay.

My bday is on 26th and there is going to be one more family lunch.

Hope to get some cash to pay off the debt I've made on internet shopping :S

And ofc weather is going to be pure shit on my birthday. 

Some of the things I've been doing since I came home, apart from checking tumblr and reading yaoi, are watching TV (oh lol) and sewing cosplay!

So there's been this show on TV dancing with stars or whatever and I haven't been amazed by it with past 7 seasons, but this one was good.

There has been this one couple which completely blew my mind!

They were the winners of this season.

This cosplay thing, yeah, I'm trying to make cosplay again after 7 years or so.

I want to cosplay Ryuko Matoi from Kill la Kill <3

Mom bought new sewing machine last week so today we finally put it in function!

I've made half of the skirt so far...

I'll continue writing again some time.

I'm lying in my bed right now and it's not very comfy to type >.>

worries

I'm in Rijeka, it's sunny and nice...

but I don't have a car and I'm in pms.

Argh.

I've finally solved all the paperwork I had to do for insurance! ...I guess.

I have so many things to do but I decided to write a blog post.

Very productive indeed.

I'm waiting for Baby the Stars Shine Bright to send me an e-mail to see if my reservation succeeded.

All the lucky packs are sold out already and I'm worried that I might not get one :/

I really wanted to get one as a bday gift since I'm not allowed to go to Vienna.

Seems that my bday will suck hard this year.

And I really wanna go to Asian party next friday but not sure if I'll be in Zagreb or not :(

In the morning I woke up with fucking wound on my teeth gums.

And started to freak out when I realised I bit out most of my nails yesterday.

I was in the town this morning and spotted that fabric shop is back on its old location and that it has 50% off.

I might go back to check if they've got anything relevant to my interests.

Ever since I decided to cosplay Ryuko I've been struggling to lose weight and exercise a lot.

All that combined with work resulted only in backache.

The biggest news in past few days is that I found out that one of the best pastry shops in Zagreb had opened a new shop in my neighbourhood <3

*sigh*

off to do some housework.

fuck you pain

It's sunday once again.

Boring one once again.

But this time it is a bit more painful because I strained my back on the work last week.

Couldn't even sleep well because of the pain.

And it is going to hurt even more tomorrow because I'm working at that horrible store again that had some special offer on whole cosmetic section so I guess it is going to look pretty much empty.

Plus they've got some godawful Christmas CD that is sung in English with horrible Croatian accent and all the songs are like "Children get presents, snow is falling, merry christmas and a happy new year" on repeat.

And you can't buy anything normal to eat because it is that kind of store where you buy everything in boxes.

On friday I stayed a bit longer on the work, came home completely exhausted and had to go to the post office which is quite far away from train station to pick up my wig.

I almost died.

My university life is as horrible as always.

This week we found out that they've changed rules on botany exams and we have to start all over again. (not going to comment on this)

I've got another exam on 18th and they gave us new script to study from.

Last one was bad, but the updated one is REALLY BAD.

I just keep asking myself why did I choose this university of crap and bullshit?

I secretly hope that one day something bad is going to happen to it and everything burns down in fire.

Oh yea, they've made us come to lesson at 7 motherfucking am.

I have to wake up at 5:30 and we are not allowed to be late even a minute.

Whoever decided this, please be hit by a car, truck and bus tomorrow because I hate you very much.

Yesterday was lolita meet.

Took some photos I haven't seen yet, walked around town and ate a waffle.

I was amazed with how beautiful Zagreb looks like.

Everything is decorated with lamps, you can buy all sorts of lovely souvenirs, the main square is filled with people...

Meanwhile in my hometown you've got just one Christmas tree and that's it.

Shit, painkiller stopped working and back started to hurt again and my right arm is slowly going numb as well.

On top of it I am super annoyed but can't eat anything cause I'm trying to lose some weight for cosplay I'm planing to do.

Can't even spend time on internet or download some music because I've already spent 500mb.

I really want flat internet back...

Feels like PMS, but it's too early >.>

And the most shocking news is that I've decided to join dance group.

That is going to be really awkward...

I'm going for the first time on tuesday(unless I break my back tomorrow or faint on tuesday morning).

We'll be learning this dance as far as I know...

I'm so fucked :'D

I don't care

It's sunday.

I hate sundays.

Got back to Rijeka.

Right now I'm lying on couch with laptop in my lap, watching some horrible movie on TV about relationships.

Everyone's sleeping.

It's sunny outside but I don't have anyone to go out with, plus I don't feel like going anywhere.

Mom woke me in the morning and dragged me to market place.

Ofc I was the one who had to carry the basket full of vegetables.

Afterwards we went to some expensive cafe that was full of screaming little kids.

It happened.

I went out after a really long time.

At first I thought I was going to spend the night making origami and overthinking the stupid things..

But my friend called me and around 11pm I decided to move my ass out.

It was fun although I was expecting different music since it was Japanese party >.>

But well, we got free sushi <3

There was also free sake, but I didn't drink it since I know how awful it is.

But others were brave enough to drink it, their face expressions after the first sip were priceless xD

I went home with hybrid taxi, like a rich bitch lol.

Got home around 3 but couldn't sleep well.

Woke up around 4:30 because my stomach hurt like hell.. do not mix alcohol with sushi :S

Fell asleep again around 5 and was fully awake at 8am WAT.

Took next day off and got my salary, yay.

My cousin visited me this weekend.

We spent most of the time in shopping, she was searching for a bday dress.

Went to The Cookie Factory for the first time, really loved that cafe!

It had adorable interior, fast wifi and yummy brownies <3

I might go next week again if I find someone to go with.

love is noise

Seems that I've fallen in love, for real, again after a quite a long time.

It's a really scary feeling...

As always, it's one sided and it sucks.

I'm feeling happy for a second but the other one I'm completely down.

That's why I'm typing this post, just to keep my mind off that person.

I need to amuse myself until Muhteşem Yüzyıl starts.

Listening to God is an Astronaut keeps me quite calm <3

So yeah, I've been watching regularly Muhteşem Yüzyıl with my mom lately.

It's kinda weird that my favorite characters are those not so relevant ones...

I find Şehzade Cihangir totally cute D:

Maybe I should rewatch show from the beginning again...

Maybe one day when I get a decent internet connection, mobile internet sucks so much -.-

We went to watch Thor yesterday <3

We = harajuku and cosplay people.

I was the only one wearing lolita yesterday -.-

But I HAD to put on something nicer than my usual working clothes.

I either look like a hobo or a a rich bitch gothic lolita.

Anyways, movie was fun, we ate tons of popcorn and chips and crap.

But I still had that annoying feeling of being left aside, ugh.

Last saturday I went out after all.

My best friend dragged me out to some... shit hole.

There was some concert with two bands Nature Boys and Satan.

Sounded like noisy crap and grind core.

But was fun and I got myself a Satan T-shirt :3

My cousin will come to visit me tomorrow.

I promised to take her to "chinkice" and some shops around the town.

And I've taken a few days off from my part-time job.

I really need to recover my skin and health.

My arms look like some retarded emo and my lungs are loaded with dust and other crap from dry air in the stores.

Edit - 3:22

Oh damn. I went out after all. 

Need to sleep now but my stomach hurts :/ 

Mixing sushi with Malibu isn't the brightest idea ever. 

harajuku whatever

Don't know how to begin to describe how much I hate my hometown and my moronic friend.

AAAARGH.

Ugh, more I think about it more my head hurts.

Another stay at home starurday, yey.

After one month of working I realised how bad my skin was affected.

Air in the supermarkets is dry and dirty and sometimes stinks so bad that I have to wash my clothes to remove the smell.

My hands are full of cuts and are so dry that even hand cream doesn't help.

Not going to mention how my nails look like.

I wear tons of lip balm but my lips still hurt.

It is kinda difficult to wear lolita while doing a job like this.

We plan to have cosplay/lolita cinema night on wednesday and I already see myself looking like a pile of crap dressed in burando with headbow on its head.
Our cinema night is actually supported by Japanese embassy.
They gave us some money as a thank you gift and we've decided to go to cinema, not yet sure what are we going to watch, but o-kay.

So last week there was Japan Day event organised by Japanese embassy in Croatia.

My friend and I were part of cosplay and Harajuku fashion presentation.

I was punk lolita and the others were classic, sweet and so on...

Taken by a friend who doesn't really know how to take a proper pic lol

Kawaii desus.

Everyone <3

I loved how all my favorite cosplayers from Pandakon were here.

Later, after we got soaked and changed into civilian clothes, we went to friend's afterparty.

Partying with Fukawa and Soul was fun, but I went home early anyway cause I'm lame and ascocial *shoots herself*

Music corner time!!

All is violent, all is beautiful

Lying in bed.
Listening to God is an Astronaut - When everything dies
Actually feeling happy.
Probably because a lot of nice things happened in past few days.
Japan day was last weekend and it was so much fun.
I'll write more about it when I get on normal pc with internet connection.
I'm on my cellphone now, waiting for good smile company to announce more nendoroids.
Hopefully they will finally announce Aoba nendoroid because I want it so bad.
Tomorrow I'm working again, and  maybe I'll check up on book fair if they've got anything interesting.

fun times are back

Finally time to update my blog!
Quite a lot of stuff happened in past weeks.
So let's hope I'll remember them all.

It's been 10 years since I got into J-rock and crap like that.
I changed several favourite bands, Isshi and Daisuke died, seen Nana Kitade in Croatia, seen Gackt in real life...
The only major change that happened is relationship between me and dad.
Dad: he is gay.
11-year old me: Nooo! He's not! How can you say something like that?!
~10 years later~
Dad: he is gay.
21-year old me: Yep, gay.
He kinda started to like anime crap I collect.
When I wanted to change "my" Hyuga plushie for "his" Kise plushie, he didn't want to give Kise away.
Damn you dad.

Speaking of J-rock, I've seen ONE OK ROCK, my current fav band, live in Germany.
It was amazing *________________*
I was kinda scared at first when I arrived to Köln because I had to travel alone to Bonn.
Luckily I figured out those super-duper german trains and happily arrived to Bonn where I met lovely people <3
We waited for another 2 hours and there was quite a lot of people.
When concert started I almost fainted because I saw Toru looking so damn perfect.
I spent next 2 hours just staring at him even when everyone was drooling over Taka.
At one point he threw his pick in the audience, but it was ignored and it landed right in front of me.
I GOT TORU'S GUITAR PICK!!!! argaajtrysxcmvusrsmghczffsfdg
I don't remember much what they played afterwards because I was overflowing with happiness.
When concert ended we decided to get some merchandise... my deer god.
Merch booth was set right next to exit stairs and there was billion of people and they were running out of merch so I used my Balkan-croatian skills to break through and stuck 25€ in that woman's face "ein t-shirt bitte, wasever große!!"
Got men's L wich was huge, but some biger girl next to me asked me if I wanted to trade my L for her S, we were both happy with the trade :D
Going back by train was quite an experience lol
I was driving with two japanese boys who spoke in some dialect and didn't own awesome smartphones but lame samsung, two gays who were hugging the whole time and I couldn't stop grining because I don't see scenes like that due to shithole I live in and it was so cute, some lost nigga, a girl who didn't fit the awkwardness around me and 8 j-rock fans who looked like tipical german j-rock fans.
Next two days I spent disovering Köln.
I liked how around 5-6pm people would go out, buy a beer and just hang around Rhein.
The chatedral was quite amazing and enormous.
There are a few shopping streets that were loaded with people in afternoon.
Quite a fun city I must say.
Dusovered that my mom sucks at orientation and reading street signs ie. tunisstr. = turiststr.
Going back home was annoying due to airport's retardness.
We went by train and distance between station and our check in was 500m at least.
Metal detector was fucked up and it went off on every single woman except me, I guess it thought I'm a guy.
And I couldn't take mustard I bought for my bff because it was "dangerous" :(
Okay, I'll survive that somehow but goddamn shit fucking little children crying and sitting near me in the plane.
I wanted to open the emergency door and just throw them out.
How the fuck on earth can you allow something so annoying to sit in the plane and dogs have to be transported in boxes???? They are silent at least. >___>
I seriously despise kids and I have no intention to have them.

Afer landing back in Zagreb, I went to Pandakon, very first Croatian Japan-themed convention.
I went as punk lolita who earlier survived flight with 3 crying children.
And I was surprised with how much awesome cosplayers were there!
My favourites were Soul and Fukawa, just look how awesome they are <3

Too lazy to write more althoug a lot of other crap happened.

I should write a bit more about our new car!!

Sooo... Mom got Volvo V60 and we don't know what to think about that car.

She misses her huge Mondeo with all that extra stuff in it.

But Volvo looks much more comfortable to drive and it really silent.
No idea.
I like it and I'd buy it from her after 5 years, but it has no handbrake =___=

Talked to my boss and she said I'll be working indefinitely whooo!

Pro sides:

- finally got my shit together

- get money fuck bitches pay for internet orders

-  umm... money?

- "exercise"

- bubble tea more often

Con sides:

- get home feeling dead 

- paaaain

- no time for gym

Nah, she told me not to overwork myself and to work when I want and how much I want.

Going to cover myself with blanket and play Pokemon and try not to fall asleep.

I spent whole fucking day fighting with drowsiness.

Fell asleep during the most important part of today's lesson, fuck.

Oh, seems that Hyuga plushie has arrived today to Croatia.
Not sure if I'll pick it up tomorrow, 1st day post office is too fucking away.
I got Eren pinched strap yesterday hoho <3

werking in spar

Wow.

I just realised how much time I spend alone.

Going to uni - alone

At uni - alone(my guise are always late)

Going shopping - alone

Going anywhere - alone

At part-time job - alone most of the time

At home - alone

I got so much used to it I don't even feel lonely anymore.

He said, before we broke up, that I was afraid of being alone. 

Seems that I've gotten used to being alone again.

BUT

Who even needs social life when you've got new Pokemon X?! :DDD

...and 8-hour long shift at part-time job.

I started working and I don't have time or energy to do anything.

I didn't even watch the new episode of Kuroko no Basuke.

But I watched Monsters University finally.

Wanna go watch Cloudy with a chance of meatballs but cinema ticket is too expensive.

And I spent too much money on online crap already, shit.

Other stuff...

Got weapon licence, redyed my ombre, still haven't bought the tram pass, stuck new posters on the wall, they've finally put and removed and put again the asphalt in my street(after 4 goddamn months), my grandma almost gave away the only thing I've bought in Lisbon...

and Linkin Park went dubstep?

Off to bed, my back hurts.

Damn you boxes full of pasta.

weekend

It's a sunday. 

It is boring by default.

Spent day at home, watching anime, eating, not doing anything productive just like past few days except today was so boring.

Sundays are always so boring, no matter how much you try to make them fun.

Oh, and it rained.

Mom's saying goodbye to her car tomorrow.

It's kinda sad although it's just a car.

But we still depend on our lil' Fiesta.

I'll be getting my gun license finally!! ...unless they threw it away because I didn't pick it up earlier.

And need to sole some problems with bank card I've been draging along for a month now.

But if it's going to rain, I'll probably want to stay whole day in bed.

Since I'm a contol freak and that type of person who plans everything 4 week earlier, I started to panic already because I start working on wednesday and I have lessons until 10am, but need to be on the other side of town by noon. 

That wouldn't be a problem if i already had my transportation pass.

Last time I waited for 5 fucking hours only to be told that I'm not yet in the system and I can't get the confirmation to buy student pass.

AADFAFDAFATRG.

I wanted to ask my gay friend if he could wait for me but he's not going to be in Zagreb anymore.

Godamnit.

Get me a car.

It was planed to go to Klagenfurt on saturday but...

mom car wasn't fixed yet and we didn't go anywhere. <3

Instead dad took me for a "walk" with Aba and we went to see the loveliest Rottweiler on earh <3

I wish to clone that dog and get one copy for myself.

70kg of pure love and cuteness.

But instead I got myself random crap on the internet and I got some company for the ONE OK ROCK concert in Germany.

I'm going to Köln in a few weeks but keep forgeting that >.>

Maybe I should start planing the trip a bit...

All I know is that I want to go to mustard museum!!

home, cold home

After many hours of waiting, lost nerves and pulled out hair, I handed over the papers to continue my education at university of forestry.

Since I fucked every possible thing up, I'm second year once again.

I fail at life so fucking much.

But I'm still not oficially signed in because they still haven't put me in the computer.

(waited for 5 hours only to realise that)

Right now, I'm in Rijeka, stuck at home with a cold.

Mom's getting new car so she took her old one to make some minor repairs so now we just have one car.

Plus my uncle also has no car at the moment so that makes 4 of us depending on one car.

After like 20 years mom took the bus to get home.

Hope she gets it back tomorrow, I wanna go to Austria on saturday.

I was supposed to go to police station and bank today but it was too early and I felt like an elephant stepped on my head.

Instead I continued sleeping till 8:30 with Aba on my head.

I washed her an hour ago so she's fluffy again and ready for the vet.

Took a pic of her with my new Xperia cellphone.

I abused the phone during my whole way to Rijeka yesterday.

The bus was quite fancy but goddamn slow so it took me 3 hours to get home.

Inner camera is shitty and I am dressed like a hobo because heat's not working.

(not)up(to)date

Spending weekend in my hometown and asking myself "Why did I go back home?"
It is so fucking humid and rains like crazy.
Zagreb is 10°c colder but I feel much more comfortable.
It's been almost 4 months since they started constructions in my street but there is no sight of it being completed anytime soon.
They made even more holes!!!
Should I mention the internet being painfully slow?

Last few weeks at uni were catastrophic.
I really wanted to quit this fucking piece of shit called "University of forestry".
In the end, I'm still in this shit, unless they tell me tomorrow that I'm no longer able to study at this university because I don't know...
UGH I hate it.
On top of everything I won't be seeing "senpai" because he fucked something up and my gay friend got kicked out.
Seems like I'm going to be even more negative than I already am.

All the anime I've been watching have come to an end.
Watamote, Dangan ronpa, Free! and Attack on titan.
Maybe I should finish watching Soul Eater now?

Dad cancelled internet and telephone connection in Zagreb in exchange for new cellphone.
Every single time I want to buy new phone there must be complications.
This time I went to buy it with Anja and so our fucked up journey began.
"I'd like to buy Xperia J"
Lady at T-mobile: "Why Xperia J?"
"Because I want Xperia J goddamnit why you ask??"
..."It's sold out but we have M which is better"
"and more expensive. NO."
After my unsuccesful cellphone shopping I went with Anja to wait for bus to airport.
But for some reason, bus didn't stop so poor Anja had to rush to main bus station and arrived to airport only to find out that her bf's flight is one hour late.
I also failed exam that day and thought I'd be kicked out of uni.
It was a really horrible day.

Gotta stop writing.
Aba needs company because of thunder.

Dear universe that has turned against me,

please let something nice happen to me this year.

I'm fed up with disappointments already.

Thanks.

veggies and random tales

To distract my thought from dogs, I'll go write this shit.

So.

Today has been shit.

Mom was sick, exam went awful, weather was shit...

Highlight of last week was probably friday.

I got Jean keychain <3 postman delivered it right to my doorstep!

Later I met up with my friend to go to lunch.

And since the weather was nice we decided to hit the Sweets festival on Zrinjevac.

Look at them macaroons and ice creams!

Ice cream was a bit bigger than expected C:

Loving my new bag and Jean

With Kiki. He should get tongue piercing lol

And I should cut my hair and avoid sleeping with wet hair.

Went for a walk to main square and got into Vegetarian festival.

5kn juices yo!

Shit won't rotate so well...

I ended up coming home with all these things.

Donated some money for abandoned dogs and got new collar for Aba.

And some of these things I got on tombola.

When I got home I had to go back to Rijeka, but had 5min to see Medveščak on TV playing their first KHL game.

Upon arriving to Rijeka I rushed to continue watching the last 10min.

It was funny when I started yelling when we scored 7:1 and Aba was barking along and rest of my family was like: "shut up and eat pancakes"

I didn't really believe that Medveščak could win against CSKA Moscow...

Didn't do pretty much anything while being at home except some housework and forest work.

But got to see Aba's new cousins!!

3 lovely pups! <3

Don't have pics because light was bad and they kept running and jumping.

Crap...

Now I'm thinking about dogs again.

Someone, get me one more dog.

Please :|

end of summer

Counting days till exam season starts again.

UGH.

I've got three next week -.-

But I've been studying hard with my best friend!

Yeah...

On thursday I went to Zagreb with my uncle.

Had to pick up my Pash! magazine at post office.

Got these lovely posters <3

Wanted to buy tickets for hockey game, but it was already sold out, damn.

On my way to buy tickets, I saw my new neighbour.

I think he's one of the new players but not sure which one, they all look the same ;__;

And I got new doctor! O:

I actually really needed that one day alone in Zagreb...

Even managed to go on a coffee with my best friend <3

One of them got us croissants, like she knew I was starving <33

When I came beck to Rijeka I had to meed with a friend to borrow him my old cellphone.

As a thank you gift he bought me burek at the best burek shop in the town which by some crazy luck had just reopened and burek costed only 6kn!!

We had to wait for almost half an hour in the queue, people were buying bureks like crazy!

And I found this lovely pic on my ipod <3

One of my best friends and I getting ready for lolita fashion show

I just wanted to have it here on the blog

ipod transfer

I watched new episode of Watamote.

It it so sad how much it looks like my current life.

We both spent out summer holidays being at home, playing video games and wearing the same headphones.

The only difference between Tomoko and me is that I sometimes take the car and drive somewhere.

...and hope I won't runt into anyone I know.

Here are some pics from my iPod...

I just feel like posting them because I gave up from surfing the internet with speed so slow.

and because I don't have anything better to do in my life right now

Super Mario sign :DD

In Villach.

Making this kind of face because it took ages for my retard friend to take a photo.

Starfucks.

New gym/running outfit.

Shirt is actually pink.

On our way to therme... I liked this kitty.

Sexy Jean on my cell wallpaper.

Why the heck did I take this photo?

Meh.

Mom finally bought new mascara!!

Spent half of the pocket money I got yesterday from my family on this thing.

I just hope it really is Miracle OiL.

And this has been on repeat...

trip to österreich

Right now, I'm sitting in the bathroom, keeping Aba company because she's afraid of thunder.

My back hurts, I got herpes on my lip (probably because I'm too nervous) and I nee  to wake up at 6:30 tomorrow morning to go to the doctor.

Got back from Austria yesterday and I'm still recovering from all the crap my friend told me.

I didn't even have 5min just for myself.

Not even in the goddamn toilet!!

My friend is quite a retard and she can't move around on her own so she was literally stuck to me.

In the stores she would constantly bump into me because she... I don't know... doesn't know how to look around?? Or is it me, the only one with special ability to look at 4 different thins at once?

"Ugh, this t-shirt doesn't have size written down!"

"Yes it does, you just don't know how to look"

"No! It doesn't!"

"What the fuck is this L then?"

I even got myself a pack of cigarettes for those times when I just... fml.

I couldn't even buy them without my friend being a complete retard AGAIN "hihihihihihi let's take a photo with them".

At some point I really wanted to kill myself.

But if I forget about all that, it was really nice <3

I saw that lovely boy at pharmacy <3

But my mom and retarded friend made whole situation awfully awkward.

But well, he was cute and I bought half of pharmacy's medicines.

The whole village of Altenmarkt is simply PERFECT.

I've been visiting that village for more than 10 years and I can'f find any flaw in it!!!

Okai, picture time!!

Renault Twezy in Werfenweng.

If I knew it was free, I'd have took a ride in it.

Damn.

My parents in our boat car.

This was our last trip with this car.

After we climbed on some mountain.

Tappenkarsee.

Best place in whole world.

Tappenkarsee hütte.

Best food in whole fucking world on 2000m cca

Me and my mom, being gangsta.

Photo was cropped and still looks like shit.

My friend took this pic from 10m afar, zoomed out with wide angle lens.

Idiot.

Compatibility - zero

Selfie.

Heike <3

She looks like she's going to bite my head off, but she's really happy in this pic

First day (pics got messed up)

Goats started to follow us...

Werfenweng again.

Looking so cheerful in black.

Food from first day <3

First day, I fell in love with this polite Collie.

He picked up something from the ground and brought it to you and asked you to throw it.

This was supposed to be the first photo but things messed up.

One of those goats who followed us.

And I do not want to hear following songs in next 6 months:

Wake me up when it's all over, Burn and that other Ellie Goulding crap, that Armin van Burek crap, Safe and Sound homolove song, the script and the rest of the crap from Ö3.

Thank you.

Btw, my cousin got this lovely pup!

I bought her this toy and she LOVED it!!

Why the fuck my tooth hurts now?

randomrant

My grandma and grandpa are back.

That means Aba has moved to their apartment and I'm left alone.

Until a week ago, I'd have Puka to keep me company if Aba wandered off somewhere.

But now I feel abandoned.

Just like in Zagreb...

Except the fact it's more comfortable to live in Zagreb, and internet is faster, and there are no road construction works right bellow your window and you actually have water.

I feel like going to gym now and  I was supposed to go yesterday but period pain said NO.

Maybe tomorrow, if there are no storms, sharknados and shits I'll go for a run.

I just feel like running a bit(despite the stomachache).

I've been to Zagreb last two days.

Met with my friend, took some photos, did some shopping and went to my favourite bosnian restaurant <3

I also checked pet shop if they've got some new guinea pigs.

Damn those pigs were really pigs!!

Got new nailpolish again, I wanted to buy it last time but couldn't decide on color.

Played Dramatical Murder again.

Passed Noiz's good route and unlocked Ren.

Can't wait to finish Ren's route to see all that fucked up shit.

Here's pic of Jean because I like him so much.

I've been quite into Attack on Titan lately.

Can't remember when was last time I got so hooked up on an anime.

Harder I try not to complain, more shit is happening to me.

I'm seriously getting sick of all this bad luck.

Few days ago my parents told me that I was too pessimistic and that I should try being more positive.

Okay, let's try being positive!

I need to hang out with my leftover friends so let's go to to beach.

Nope, my friend is too tired.

Okay, no biggie.

Later in the evening he invited me to cinema.

Oh yay, I'm going to watch Wolverine!!

I felt kinda lazy so I didn't want to drive so other friend was supposed to pick us up.

Dad dropped me, near bus station and so I waited.... and waited... and waited... and started to freak out slowly... when suddenly my mom called to tell me that my guinea pig died.

Great.

I decided to call my friend to see what the fuck is going on with all this waiting only to realize that guy who was supposed to pick us up is "stuck somewhere".

Brilliant!

While I was waiting for dad to pick my up, I went to shop nearby to see if they've got my favourite chocolate to cheer myself a bit.

NOPE!

Got home completely devastated and disappointed and just wanted to watch new episode of Free!, but my mom shot the last bullet in my head with "why are you watching that crap, how old are you?".

Thanks mom, I feel so much better now.

Forgot to mention that I haven't eaten anything proper in last 3 days due to stomachache and painful herpes on the corner of my lip.

I just want this awful summer to end.

It's too hot to go anywhere, too hot to sleep and people are just angry because of this fucking annoying heat.

Now I'm waiting for someone to tell me that I've been kicked out of my university and my life is complete.

wotaa

Living in my street is quite horrible these days.

38°c outside and.... no water.

Since constructions progress slow as fuck, people still have to drive over random crap and pipes and those pipes tend to get broken every two days.

Emergency service is getting sick of my street already.

Right now, we've been 4 hours without water and poor guys have been fixing pipes for 2h already.

This shit happened, goddamn fountain!!!

Yesterday I went to the beach woo hoo!!

And new episode of Shingeki no Kyojin was out woo hoo!!

Could fall asleep until 3:30am because of heat woo hoo >__>

Aba around 2am, doing some bug hunt

We kinda went to sleep together.

At some point she wanted to get off the bed but she accidentally stepped on my stomach and I let out "UGH" which sounded painful to her so she started touching me with paws to see if I'm alright.

So we she continued sleeping curled up next to me although it was hot...

It seemed that new actor for Doctor Who has been announced today.

I just don't get it why all those teenage girls fangirl about that ugly old dude??

David Tennant was my personal best.

My whole dashboard is filled with that new guy now and with Sherlock stuff that has been reposted by the same person for 30th time...

While my tumblr has turned into Jean Kirschtein shrine.

[edit]

I think I might have found out who my new neighbour is!! O:

Need to check it once more when I get to Zagreb

new leaf

I feel kinda ignored right now...

So I'm typing this shit, sitting on balcony, eating ice cream and enjoying unusually lovely summer weather... alone.

Trying to resist the urge to buy something online again.

Yesterday was kinda crap.

Since it rained during the night, morning was a bit cooler so I thought I would sleep a bit longer, but NOPE.

9:05 grandpa came into my room asking me if I wanted some strudel

9:15 grandma came in asking me to cut her nails because she's going to hairdresser

9:25 grandma, again, needed to borrow some money

9:35 grandma found out that Aba pooped in living room.

Instead of eating breakfast I had to clean the carpet.

Several hours later, chillin' with ma 3DS - EARTHQUAKE!

It was quite a strong one 4,6 magnitude >.>

So I went to check what the fuck happened only to find out that Germanwings changed time of my flight.

Goddamnshitcrapfuck.

In the evening, I spent some quality time with my dad in the bank, yay.

Rest of this post I will dedicate to my life in Animal Crossing : New Leaf!!

Day 1. lookin good

Paid off my 1st loan

My friend from Finland visited me :3

Even Curly knows I've got eyebags -.-

Working out in my room

Built out 1st bridge!!!

Yeah.. well..

There are some days when I can't even walk without tripping

Curlos is the best <3

Best indeed

Words of wisdom

Yeah, giving someone super toilet as a gift...

Got QR machine today so I made myself Noiz's jacket.

Not impressed.

Forgot to add the song of... yesterday?