love is noise

Seems that I've fallen in love, for real, again after a quite a long time.

It's a really scary feeling...

As always, it's one sided and it sucks.

I'm feeling happy for a second but the other one I'm completely down.

That's why I'm typing this post, just to keep my mind off that person.

I need to amuse myself until Muhteşem Yüzyıl starts.

Listening to God is an Astronaut keeps me quite calm <3

So yeah, I've been watching regularly Muhteşem Yüzyıl with my mom lately.

It's kinda weird that my favorite characters are those not so relevant ones...

I find Şehzade Cihangir totally cute D:

Maybe I should rewatch show from the beginning again...

Maybe one day when I get a decent internet connection, mobile internet sucks so much -.-

We went to watch Thor yesterday <3

We = harajuku and cosplay people.

I was the only one wearing lolita yesterday -.-

But I HAD to put on something nicer than my usual working clothes.

I either look like a hobo or a a rich bitch gothic lolita.

Anyways, movie was fun, we ate tons of popcorn and chips and crap.

But I still had that annoying feeling of being left aside, ugh.

Last saturday I went out after all.

My best friend dragged me out to some... shit hole.

There was some concert with two bands Nature Boys and Satan.

Sounded like noisy crap and grind core.

But was fun and I got myself a Satan T-shirt :3

My cousin will come to visit me tomorrow.

I promised to take her to "chinkice" and some shops around the town.

And I've taken a few days off from my part-time job.

I really need to recover my skin and health.

My arms look like some retarded emo and my lungs are loaded with dust and other crap from dry air in the stores.

Edit - 3:22

Oh damn. I went out after all. 

Need to sleep now but my stomach hurts :/ 

Mixing sushi with Malibu isn't the brightest idea ever.