hikkikomori

My stomach hurts, there's no water in the house and I need to study.

Current state of my street is awful.

They are changing water pipes I guess and they dug up half of my street.

I wouldn't be complaining about this, but they are too slow.

They have been digging for 2 weeks already and reached only half of the street.

Meanwhile they've blocked the enterance to some neighbours' homes and way to the bus station.

Plus my tire got flat because of some planks they've put on the enterance to my yard.

That's not the only problem I'm dealing with in Rijeka.

The speed of internet is so slow that youtube automaticaly changes quality to 240p, it even dropped to 144p!

And I can't go out in the evening because lights on my car are dead.

So I've been single for 3 weeks and my single life is not so fun.

If there weren't my friends, I'd probably turn into hikkikomori this summer.

I'm now friends with my ex but I don't like his new self at all.

I met with him two days ago and I can't believe that is the same person I've been together with for 3 years.

Whe the fuck are you and what have you done to my boyfriend?!

Enough with crap ranting, let's move onto good shit!!

... what the fucking fuck...

Chrome just crashed without a reason and closed all my tabs.

AARGH!!!

Okay, think about good things, nice things...

My ticket for One ok rock has finally arrived!!

It looks much better than those printed e-tickets.

Now I can slowly start making reservations for the trip.

We've found a lovely hotel, but damn son, I haven't seen such an awful communication with reservation office.

Like why does it take more than 24h to reply to a single question??

And here are some other stuffs I bought within last month:

I thought Kise plushie would be a bit bigger but okay...

I've cut my hair last week.

It is quite shorter but you don't really notice.

And I've tried out new Syoss hair color with oil base and it is awesome!

My hair is fluffy again <3

As of next monday we're in European union.

A lot of people complaing, but I don't give a fuck because - FREE SHIPPIN'!!

Even my dad who was really sceptic is now kinda looking forward to it so we could buy cheaper cars from Germany lol.

depression strikes back

Yesterday I had the most awkward lunch ever.

My gay friend and I went to the lunch together and while waiting in the line he spotted my senpai.

He was like: invite him over to sit with us, he's alone anyway.

So I gathered some balls and waved.

Three of us were sitting and it was so awkward.

Senpai was quiet as usual and was eating his lunch, my gay friend was sipping his soup and grinning at me and I was boiling hot(it was horrible outside and I'm heat intolerant) and trying hard to swallow my lunch.

I decided to stop the awkwardness of the moment and grabbed random newspapers that were next to me.

"Newspaper for patriotism and religious something something" okaayyy *opens the newspaper*

"Interview with 10 cardinals" ...fuck.

Guess what's worse than being friendzoned?

Being in a relationship and than get friendzoned.

I broke up with my boyfriend last week, after 1180 days of being together.

It hurts.

A LOT.

I'm okay as long as I am with someone, but as soon as I'm left alone I get depressed.

Update about lost package!

It returned to Japan!

Dumb postman that was in charge while my postman was away FORGOT to leave notification about arrival of package.

The package was sitting 5 days in post office, no one picked it up, it was returned.

YAY!

And now, CDJapan is not answering my emails and they said if I don't contact them withing 7 days they will make the refund.

I don't want damn refund, I want my package back!!!

UGH!!!

just my luck

When your day is fucked up from the moment you've opened your eyes in the morning, the best thing to do is - go buy some flowers.

For the first time in 3 years that I've been living in Zagreb I went to Floraart, biggest flower festival here and it is basically in my hood.

Got myself Mimosa pudica to calm down when I start freaking out (and that is quite often lately).

Soo... things have been going in wrong direction since saturday.

I was excited because we went to Austria, but at the same time I was a bit skeptical because ticket sale for ONE OK ROCK european "tour" started on the same day.

I spent 3 days deciding should I go to Vienna to Innocent World lolita tea party or should I see OOR in Köln.

We arrived in Villach and Dad and I happily rushed to Media Markt to check the sales out because they often have awesome offers and their "twin" store Saturn had some kick ass offers that weekend.

But we were deeply disappointed.

The only thing we found and both liked was the plush Creeper from Minecraft, but we didn't buy it.

We finished our shopping(I got a little knife in the end) in Villach and went for a lunch for my dad's b-day.

While I was waiting for my goulash I tried to catch some wifi only to find out that all 3 ONE OK ROCK concerts were sold out in 3 motherfucking minutes.

Day before I was told by my parents and bf: "There is NO way that concert is going to sell out in just one day" yeah.. riiiight...

BUT I somehow managed to get one goddamn ticked from some site with fucked up server.

It took me 3 hours to get fricken ticked.

That's cool BUT we came back to another problem - payment.

Went to bank today(after I got soaked on the way to uni and back because it only rained during that period of time fml) and tried to make payment but no, insufficient bank account details.

Rushed back home and sent mail to the store, but still haven't got an answer, starting to panic that my mail went to their junk box :|

Speaking of mail and getting lost, I am still waiting for my package that has been shipped a month ago.

Fuck my life.

Anything nice happened?

Err...

My friend got Japanese boyfriend and I'm super jelly.

And mom miiiiiight buy my dream car and dad and I miiiiiight buy it from her in 3 years.

Anything else that is nice?

NO.

There are a few more bad thing that have happened but I'm not going to write about them.

Song that got stuck in my ear lately.

SHINee - Evil