I don't care

It's sunday.

I hate sundays.

Got back to Rijeka.

Right now I'm lying on couch with laptop in my lap, watching some horrible movie on TV about relationships.

Everyone's sleeping.

It's sunny outside but I don't have anyone to go out with, plus I don't feel like going anywhere.

Mom woke me in the morning and dragged me to market place.

Ofc I was the one who had to carry the basket full of vegetables.

Afterwards we went to some expensive cafe that was full of screaming little kids.

It happened.

I went out after a really long time.

At first I thought I was going to spend the night making origami and overthinking the stupid things..

But my friend called me and around 11pm I decided to move my ass out.

It was fun although I was expecting different music since it was Japanese party >.>

But well, we got free sushi <3

There was also free sake, but I didn't drink it since I know how awful it is.

But others were brave enough to drink it, their face expressions after the first sip were priceless xD

I went home with hybrid taxi, like a rich bitch lol.

Got home around 3 but couldn't sleep well.

Woke up around 4:30 because my stomach hurt like hell.. do not mix alcohol with sushi :S

Fell asleep again around 5 and was fully awake at 8am WAT.

Took next day off and got my salary, yay.

My cousin visited me this weekend.

We spent most of the time in shopping, she was searching for a bday dress.

Went to The Cookie Factory for the first time, really loved that cafe!

It had adorable interior, fast wifi and yummy brownies <3

I might go next week again if I find someone to go with.

love is noise

Seems that I've fallen in love, for real, again after a quite a long time.

It's a really scary feeling...

As always, it's one sided and it sucks.

I'm feeling happy for a second but the other one I'm completely down.

That's why I'm typing this post, just to keep my mind off that person.

I need to amuse myself until Muhteşem Yüzyıl starts.

Listening to God is an Astronaut keeps me quite calm <3

So yeah, I've been watching regularly Muhteşem Yüzyıl with my mom lately.

It's kinda weird that my favorite characters are those not so relevant ones...

I find Şehzade Cihangir totally cute D:

Maybe I should rewatch show from the beginning again...

Maybe one day when I get a decent internet connection, mobile internet sucks so much -.-

We went to watch Thor yesterday <3

We = harajuku and cosplay people.

I was the only one wearing lolita yesterday -.-

But I HAD to put on something nicer than my usual working clothes.

I either look like a hobo or a a rich bitch gothic lolita.

Anyways, movie was fun, we ate tons of popcorn and chips and crap.

But I still had that annoying feeling of being left aside, ugh.

Last saturday I went out after all.

My best friend dragged me out to some... shit hole.

There was some concert with two bands Nature Boys and Satan.

Sounded like noisy crap and grind core.

But was fun and I got myself a Satan T-shirt :3

My cousin will come to visit me tomorrow.

I promised to take her to "chinkice" and some shops around the town.

And I've taken a few days off from my part-time job.

I really need to recover my skin and health.

My arms look like some retarded emo and my lungs are loaded with dust and other crap from dry air in the stores.

Edit - 3:22

Oh damn. I went out after all. 

Need to sleep now but my stomach hurts :/ 

Mixing sushi with Malibu isn't the brightest idea ever. 

harajuku whatever

Don't know how to begin to describe how much I hate my hometown and my moronic friend.

AAAARGH.

Ugh, more I think about it more my head hurts.

Another stay at home starurday, yey.

After one month of working I realised how bad my skin was affected.

Air in the supermarkets is dry and dirty and sometimes stinks so bad that I have to wash my clothes to remove the smell.

My hands are full of cuts and are so dry that even hand cream doesn't help.

Not going to mention how my nails look like.

I wear tons of lip balm but my lips still hurt.

It is kinda difficult to wear lolita while doing a job like this.

We plan to have cosplay/lolita cinema night on wednesday and I already see myself looking like a pile of crap dressed in burando with headbow on its head.
Our cinema night is actually supported by Japanese embassy.
They gave us some money as a thank you gift and we've decided to go to cinema, not yet sure what are we going to watch, but o-kay.

So last week there was Japan Day event organised by Japanese embassy in Croatia.

My friend and I were part of cosplay and Harajuku fashion presentation.

I was punk lolita and the others were classic, sweet and so on...

Taken by a friend who doesn't really know how to take a proper pic lol

Kawaii desus.

Everyone <3

I loved how all my favorite cosplayers from Pandakon were here.

Later, after we got soaked and changed into civilian clothes, we went to friend's afterparty.

Partying with Fukawa and Soul was fun, but I went home early anyway cause I'm lame and ascocial *shoots herself*

Music corner time!!

All is violent, all is beautiful

Lying in bed.
Listening to God is an Astronaut - When everything dies
Actually feeling happy.
Probably because a lot of nice things happened in past few days.
Japan day was last weekend and it was so much fun.
I'll write more about it when I get on normal pc with internet connection.
I'm on my cellphone now, waiting for good smile company to announce more nendoroids.
Hopefully they will finally announce Aoba nendoroid because I want it so bad.
Tomorrow I'm working again, and  maybe I'll check up on book fair if they've got anything interesting.

fun times are back

Finally time to update my blog!
Quite a lot of stuff happened in past weeks.
So let's hope I'll remember them all.

It's been 10 years since I got into J-rock and crap like that.
I changed several favourite bands, Isshi and Daisuke died, seen Nana Kitade in Croatia, seen Gackt in real life...
The only major change that happened is relationship between me and dad.
Dad: he is gay.
11-year old me: Nooo! He's not! How can you say something like that?!
~10 years later~
Dad: he is gay.
21-year old me: Yep, gay.
He kinda started to like anime crap I collect.
When I wanted to change "my" Hyuga plushie for "his" Kise plushie, he didn't want to give Kise away.
Damn you dad.

Speaking of J-rock, I've seen ONE OK ROCK, my current fav band, live in Germany.
It was amazing *________________*
I was kinda scared at first when I arrived to Köln because I had to travel alone to Bonn.
Luckily I figured out those super-duper german trains and happily arrived to Bonn where I met lovely people <3
We waited for another 2 hours and there was quite a lot of people.
When concert started I almost fainted because I saw Toru looking so damn perfect.
I spent next 2 hours just staring at him even when everyone was drooling over Taka.
At one point he threw his pick in the audience, but it was ignored and it landed right in front of me.
I GOT TORU'S GUITAR PICK!!!! argaajtrysxcmvusrsmghczffsfdg
I don't remember much what they played afterwards because I was overflowing with happiness.
When concert ended we decided to get some merchandise... my deer god.
Merch booth was set right next to exit stairs and there was billion of people and they were running out of merch so I used my Balkan-croatian skills to break through and stuck 25€ in that woman's face "ein t-shirt bitte, wasever große!!"
Got men's L wich was huge, but some biger girl next to me asked me if I wanted to trade my L for her S, we were both happy with the trade :D
Going back by train was quite an experience lol
I was driving with two japanese boys who spoke in some dialect and didn't own awesome smartphones but lame samsung, two gays who were hugging the whole time and I couldn't stop grining because I don't see scenes like that due to shithole I live in and it was so cute, some lost nigga, a girl who didn't fit the awkwardness around me and 8 j-rock fans who looked like tipical german j-rock fans.
Next two days I spent disovering Köln.
I liked how around 5-6pm people would go out, buy a beer and just hang around Rhein.
The chatedral was quite amazing and enormous.
There are a few shopping streets that were loaded with people in afternoon.
Quite a fun city I must say.
Dusovered that my mom sucks at orientation and reading street signs ie. tunisstr. = turiststr.
Going back home was annoying due to airport's retardness.
We went by train and distance between station and our check in was 500m at least.
Metal detector was fucked up and it went off on every single woman except me, I guess it thought I'm a guy.
And I couldn't take mustard I bought for my bff because it was "dangerous" :(
Okay, I'll survive that somehow but goddamn shit fucking little children crying and sitting near me in the plane.
I wanted to open the emergency door and just throw them out.
How the fuck on earth can you allow something so annoying to sit in the plane and dogs have to be transported in boxes???? They are silent at least. >___>
I seriously despise kids and I have no intention to have them.

Afer landing back in Zagreb, I went to Pandakon, very first Croatian Japan-themed convention.
I went as punk lolita who earlier survived flight with 3 crying children.
And I was surprised with how much awesome cosplayers were there!
My favourites were Soul and Fukawa, just look how awesome they are <3

Too lazy to write more althoug a lot of other crap happened.

I should write a bit more about our new car!!

Sooo... Mom got Volvo V60 and we don't know what to think about that car.

She misses her huge Mondeo with all that extra stuff in it.

But Volvo looks much more comfortable to drive and it really silent.
No idea.
I like it and I'd buy it from her after 5 years, but it has no handbrake =___=